JOURNAL: DiemondDagger

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  • Alright Kick Ass 2002-04-16 08:56:46 Well what a good day.
    I not only had a great day in English but also in Auto.
    I didn't look at Sandy in any way shape or form but with respect.
    I have begun to relise that she is a really nice person.
    Not only did she compliment me but also my mother on our kindness.
    We both have been talking latly and she's a very interesting person.
    I haven't talked to her since Grade 8!
    I missed it, she truly is a sweet and compassionate person.
    Well, today was a very nice day both emotionally AND physically!
    My hair isn't all messy like usual and also the day is beautiful.
    The sun is out and it's 29Degrees!!!!
    It's like summer!
    It's awesome.
    I missed fun times, I'm glad they are back.. 
  • Aha 2002-04-16 04:19:38 Well, I don't feel that great but class is in an hour or so.
    Which is good since i couldn't move if I tried.
    I think that I might go and try to buy "Castle in the Sky" once I get some money.
    Man I need a job. I hate having community service in order to graduate.
    It piss's me off.
    So in order to get a job I feel that I should finish Community Service.
    Damn being wise and thinking about my future. I don't want to do community service. It's not even community service (vollunteer hours) since they are FORCING us to take it. It's a large hunk of graduating so it's not really "volunteer".
    Stupid government.
    I swear we Canadians have the god damn worst governement in all the world.
    Well not really but you get the picture the worst out of North America. ^_^
     
  • Thank you 2002-04-15 20:08:05 Thanks for supporting me on this everyone.
    I just couldn't stand this happening and felt like I had to say something about it.
    It makes me furious that people can take a simple joke that she laughs at to something she's laughed at for.
    Although attractive and although can have the tendency to be rather cruel to others I feel that it is only because she has no respect shown to her.
    I'm thankfull for all of you to back me up like that.

    Thanks David,Pie Row, E K

     
  • I hate this... 2002-04-15 19:36:25 Okay,
    It's 12:05 and I just had Auto. Which has ignited my next passage of anger and an 'issue' that i feel I should address. I'll be blunt and say the topic right out. "Men are pigs."
    There it is as simple as that. It must be true because even I can see it. For instince as proof I shall tell a tale...

    In auto class there are two women. One never come and another always comes. The one that comes is to say the least quite attractive and it bewilders me to why she is still single. Now this woman I shall change the name of to protect her incase anyone reads this who shouldn't be.
    I will call her Sandy. Now Sandy works on the cars and in many ways like a guy. She'll even laugh at the common jokes about her jumping in the back seat of the pool car with someone and then make it "rock".
    Of course this is all fun in games till she either bends down OR she stretches. Although careless and simple to a lot to a auto class full of desperate sad men, she is like a peice of meat to wolves.
    So of course naturally they hunt. They wait and wait till she does these simple movements then stare in 'awe', of course those that wish not participate look away or sheild their eyes. Either for the fact of feeling bad of literally degrading this woman by watching friends and not so good friends, undress her with their eyes. Or for the fact that you just find no need for you would rather have a girl let you witness then have to stoop so low as to stare and pant and slober of a simple stretch.
    As tempting as this is though I am one that does not.

    And because of this I am automatically labeled "gay", "fag", "queer" etc etc..
    The names go on and on but in an auto class with about 18 guys and a girl you can see how having that label could be troublesome and to say the least daunting.
    Now I am in a predicament. I either stay with my morals and not stare at Sandy as if she were naked on a rose petal bed. Or I choose to degrade her and myself by snickering at stupid jokes as the guys go up behind her and pretend to do...to say the least [ahem] sexual movements.

    I am pretty sure she know's this and I always am upset. She is labeled a slut for being attractive then they treat her like a slut and say that they are manly. I don't understand it. And by both not understanding and refusing to go along I am labelled a "fag","gay","homo" and the new one a "fisher".
    But personally in my opinion.....I'd rather be a fag the demoralize both myself and Sandy. 
  • Smash Brothers 2002-04-14 14:22:45 No what's a good game. Super Smash Brothers.
    That's a goood game. I just played that for basically two days straight.
    Link is the best.

    *yawns*

    Well Epsyn almost has the site template done. So once we find a good web host and get the payment and such dealt with we'll be up and ready for anything. Of course it will take a bit of time but hey, I've got time.

    ^_^ 
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