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I did it!
2005-07-25 02:19:46
My new vid is finished! Well...sort of. It's getting late so I'm gonna wait until tomorrow to turn it into an avi....man I gotta figure out how I can make the file smaller too...my test was like 80mb for a 2 min vid! Crazy...I have problems with size :P
Entitled "Sunshine" it'll be at the AnimeMusicVideos.org nearest you! :P Goodnight all! - Yet another new vid idea.... 2005-07-24 01:46:49 I'm busy ripping my Totoro, man this has taken me all day...I hate this part of the AMV creation process....But when everything is set it makes it so much easier to put things together. I'm planning a light hearted AMV this time...with Totoro (duh) and Anne Murray's "You Are My Sunshine"..I dunno, I think this is good...I'm gonna mess around a little and see if I still like the idea tomorrow :P Well as soon as this is done ripping the computer is finally turning off and I'm off to watch Gunslinger Girl. Ah! It's done! Bye!
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New Banner
2004-11-25 15:54:41
I made a new banner...I hope it is deemed worthy this time...
It's with Kagome from Ninja Scroll. ;)
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Nothing to do with anything....
2004-11-15 14:06:37
Well...here I am, I'm broken, in mind, spirit, body, and heart. I won't go into details, it would just take forever, but I feel like I need to release part of my pain and bring it onto the PC screen so I can revisit this, or just to see it now and believe that it is past. Though I know it will never be.
I look at you, and I know where your eyes have been.
I think of you, and I know where your mind has journeyed to.
I feel you, and I know that you wanted something that was not me.
Metallica's "One" and "Fade to Black" seem to equally describe and help me deal with this pain I'm feeling that won't go away. Haha, and I've come to the realization that the mature. open, honest approach, when it comes to dealing with feelings of love and betrayal, it gets you nowhere. I've only had it either thrown in my face or just plain ignored. I tend to write letters because I don't communicate well, I ask questions and look for answers in writing. And even there all I got were lies. So, I'm done with all that crap. If I have to live with this pain, then I will do so without expectations of honesty and understanding, it only hurts more when I offer my soul and get nothing in return. And with that I decided I will deal with my pain the way I used to, the way that other people might say is "unhealthy" but it sure as hell is better at keeping me sane. Yes, I am a cutter. God it's been years. I'd forgotten how therapeutic it is to "see" the pain wash out of you with your life force. And then to see the marks as they're healing helps to remind and to heal your own inner pain. So this is what I am. I am a woman tired of believing in the fantasy that we call "love, pure and eternal" I will simply live in silent pain, because others require me to. - Whoot! 2004-11-02 13:02:17 yay! People like my Samurai X AMV! It has a 4 out of 5 average star rating! from 18 people so far! :D I'm so happy! *dances around*
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