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Huwawa??
2006-06-05 21:19:56
*quick comment received for Perfectly Crazy*
# 2006-06-05 05:08:13noob fucker. That's right, I saw you with that noob. There she was, just having a good time, and you mozzied on up to her and fucked her brains out. Now she's gonna fail. Way to go buddy, way to go. Though, maybe it was her fault too. you know? I mean, maybe if she had been a bit more prepared. None of this would have happened. Wore a pair of battle panties maybe. Then it would have been alright. Right? Right? God I'm lonely, I want a friend, but I just don't get it. Its like everyone lives in a different world than me. This sounds exrtaoridinarily emo... which its not supposed to be. But I guess it is. It's like they can make social interactions work, but I can't. Maybe its just my appearance. Or the fact that I have no concept of.... morals? I'm pro-abortion, not just pro-life, because as we can see all around us across the globe, less people, smaller communites, makes for a healthy and happy worrld. Its only when you get this metropolis's where everyone is a stranger does violence and the reason why americans take SOOOO many drugs to fix their overhwelming number of problems emerge. I've been thinking of writing a treatise on the un-attainability of self-actualization in america. In general. Not everywhere. Some places can have happy communities. Not many though. I think I'm afraid of women, I had the opportunity to become close and.... I blew it. I backed out. I just couldn't do it. It didn't even involve any sex, just getting intimate with someone. Pretty pathetic no? Maybe I should take those pills. But.... they don't fix everything, or sometimes anything. SOME TIMES, they just exasperate the problem. If you respirate your persperate, do you experate? Something to think on. Because its generally a small quantity of persperation, not enough to drown you. But what about when you dry drown. From the inside, or sometimes because you have water in your mouth your tongue and nose seal up and then you die from lack of air because it was blocking off the water. Anyways. About my treatise on people, it needs some more research but in general, it takes a community to complete a person, and in america you can't find that. Your isolated. Hence the appeal of gangs, they build that tight community, and then unfortunately do things they shouldn't. Ted was like that. Ted was cool, till he started mail-bombing people. he shouldn't have done that. He was a great guy, with noble idea's for the people, and nobody understood, then he went insane, and started bombing people. Sometimes I feel like ted. Occasionaly I even want to bomb them. Nuclear or nothing though. But I don't have enough malice. I think I could do it though if I was motivated enough without qualms. What do you think? Then other days, I feel like a dahmer. I love the sight of blood, I'd almost describe its taste like a orgasm, but I don't associate sexual pleasure with it, but its the closest thing I can think of to describe it. And not one of those small orgasms from jerking like napoleon. A big one. just everywhere. You know what I mean? Right? Right? Well, I'm tired, gonna go to bed. maybe I'll do some more reading. Anyways, video=4. Could have been a little more insane in that crazy, but otherwise pretty good. I liked the editing. You know.... your an ok person. And you haven't even said a word. Maybe. Does a title count as saying something? Bah, the voices are telling me sleep. Don't you hate it when the voices are bitching at you? Now where was I? oh yeah, good video. good video. Well, night.
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promises to keep?
2006-06-03 19:15:00
@jubjubs
Thanks for crossies *dances*
@Sub0
Oh, yeah... mutilation continues... episode seven currently crying for mercy.. ;p - Loading up... 2006-06-01 17:54:11 dvd episodes to probably scare people. *smacks head on keyboard* I'll be mutilating Hellsing this time around; I'm sure it will be fun. I've already managed to convert 3 episodes. Wish me luck or something ;P Please!~
- @JaddziaDaz 2006-05-27 18:12:20 Enter that video!! If it doesn't win, there's no justice for pretty boys.
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New Series
2006-05-27 18:10:26
All right, so I've got the new song lined up for the next for vid. God knows how well it will be received. I had decided to do a "Screwing With The Oldies" kind of series, starting with the Perfectly Crazy video (.. and you'd find someboooooody new... (STAB! STAB!) )
I know the YnM videos I made were ok and I'm slowly learning more, (being anti-social sooo doesn't help worth jack) but I'd like to push a little bit more in creating. I'd hate to think about being boxed and categorized so that people see my name and think 'Oh, another Yaoi vid'.
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