-
Eighty third entry - uh, what?
2005-11-11 12:47:06
Time - 11:34, Noise - the guys on the floor above... -_-
?_?
To whoever gave me this quick comment:
"this is just audio and thats against the rules im gonna email the admins and tell them"
WTF? It's called a codec. Get one. Just because you can't play my video properly doesn't mean you should automatically go crying to the admins...
Yeah...on that note, I suppose that means I should mention that I made a new video. It's amazingly short, and has no purpose really. It wasn't supposed to. People don't seem to like it very much, so far, but the folks in #AMV really didn't say one way or another. They all just whined about the logo. At least there weren't subtitles. Be glad I was kind enough to avoid those....
About the video...I guess the best way to describe it is a trailer. I really didn't make it with the purpose of showing anything. I just wanted to go along with the music. The shortness is because I intended to experiment with it in VDub, but that didn't go so well. The .avi I saved was really messed up...so I just went with .wmv. You'll probably notice that it's an amalgum of editing styles. I was just testing out all types of editing with this one - hence, the "experimental" part of the title. "Premonitions" referred to the fact that I may make more like this.
So...somewhat interesting and insanely short...I present to you....
"Experimental Premonitions."
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=96220
Comments to be added later...before I announce it on the forums, at the very least.
Well, enjoy it if you can. I'm off to economize and filesize now... -_-
- Jen -
Eighty second entry - Guides
2005-11-04 02:09:43
Time - 1:03, Noise - Paul Van Dyke - "Nothing But You"
Wow. I've finally elavated to a new level of .org life.
I got bored, so I read the guides.
Again.
~_~
- Jen
PS: I'm think I'm on the verge of finally understanding a part of one of them...... -
Eighty first entry - trancelike tiredness
2005-11-02 01:48:12
Time - 12:32, Noise - 3 Doors Down - "Father's Son"
You know, this is actually kind of a disturbing song. I didn't listen to the lyrics the first few times I heard the song, but I did a few times ago. It's...not what I expected for a 3DD song - but it's very good. I recommend it - and the album itself (Seventeen Days), really. It's pretty good.
You know...having weird eyes is at once a blessing and a gift. On one hand, I can do funky things with them that both repulse and fascinate people. When I cross my eyes, one stays looking straight and the other goes down and towards the center. Also, I can shake my eyes. I've heard of other people that can do that. It's just like folks that can wiggle their ears. They happen to have control of muscles that most of us don't. Well, it's the same with my eyes.
Still, when I'm tired, my eyes become a curse. As I close my eyes, they start to cross and turn the different directions. Thus, my vision gets messed up. I can't do anything about it, either. My eyes are just permanently weird like that.
Of course, this doesn't mean that if you met me, you'd see some fugly chick with creepy turned eyes. No, you'd see a fugly chick with normal eyes, but with the ABILITY to turn her eyes creepily.
Well, my vision is getting messed up, so I'm leaving now.
Nighty night, folks.
- Jen -
Eightieth entry - To go down with the sun
2005-11-01 01:39:36
Time - 12:00, Noise - the Nightwish megamix for the Dark Desires MEP
Nothing to do...I watched all of the videos that needed watching, rated them, quick commented them...that's all. I really need to finish that last opinion I owe. Tomorrow won't work. My Tuesdays are always loaded. There's not much I can do to relieve it either.
I've had Photoshop open for the last...many....hours, but I haven't really felt like doing anything with it.
And now I need sleep.
Nighty night, people.
Damn it. I just wrote a "boredom" entry. Shame on me.
- Jen -
Seventy ninth entry - The End...
2005-10-31 08:55:55
Time: 7:39, Noise - the hum of my computer
Well, that was dandy.
Somebody managed to say horrible enough things to me to make me cry for the first time in years. No, not just "somebody." Someone I've known my entire life. Someone that never seemed to have a problem with me before. Someone that now hates me.
I'd be lying if I said I was happy or even okay. I'm shaken pretty badly right now. Of course, that probably means nothing to those of you reading this, but it's true enough. I've never had someone accuse me of such awful things - half of which weren't even true. It wasn't just a matter of opinion. He actually had a fact wrong and thus misinterpreted something.
God, this really sucks. It hurts like hell, too. I know I'm not a perfect person - fuck, who is? - but that doesn't explain or justify the things he said. He made it out to be like I was some emotional dominatrix. I mean, fuck! I never tried to control anyone! People followed me willingly and I rarely actually asked for a particular friend to be with me.
I just want to die. No. I want HIM to die. I didn't deserve this - not after all the attempts I made to spend time with him, back when I still thought we had no problems. If he didn't want me around, he should have said so.
It shouldn't have ended this way. Maybe it would have been better if he had just left me alone. I thought being ignored would be worse than hearing how he felt, but I think I was wrong.
I was wrong. There. I admitted it.
See? I told you I wasn't perfect.
Why can't he see that?
Forget it. I'm tired, and going over this won't do me any good, no matter how much it may hurt.
- Jen
JOURNAL: dj_ultima_the_great (Jen )
Current server time: Dec 31, 2025 03:17:35