JOURNAL: Voices_Of_Ryan (Jacob Lawler)

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  • hey 2004-01-23 21:01:06 I might go on a date later this week...
    Depends if she says yes ; ].

    I'm up to 00:29 done on my video =] just 2:10 left to go!

    I'd like to thank everyone who's watched/been watching my videos.

    Both parts 1&2 now have 200 hit's,
    and my iron chef video has 100 =].

    So yay!
    And thank ya'll. 
  • Wednesday, January 21st, 2004 2004-01-21 22:18:30 Ever wish your life could be alot like a movie?

    There's a few song's and stuff based around the premise of our lives... being more like movies.

    But in the end. we all figure out that happiness is based off of what we make of it.

    I finally told jessica (green eyes) I accept her not liking me, and I wouldn't try anymore to get her to notice me.

    She ofcouse happily accepted the note and nodded just saying "ok".

    Well.. That closes one sad chapter in my life.

    And while I wish... in alot of ways, it coulda ended diffrently, I know it couldnt have. she likes a diffrent type of guy then I am. and could be.

    I guess she'll probably date bradon in a while... weather this matters to her that she broke my heart repeatedly and I finally accepted it... I'll never know...

    Perhaps I should go find someone to like... ya know... make out with or something.

    Cause falling inlove just seems to fail so much for me.

    Current Mood: blank
     
  • Tuesday, January 20th, 2004 2004-01-20 14:20:22 hey
    I'm not sure what the HELL happened last night.

    I was talking to "her" and I sorta just blacked out,
    I dunno, kinda odd though.

    I might change songs,
    I had this awesome dream about this kick ass amv using a song I love.

    Current Mood: awake

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/voices_of_ryan 
  • LOL 2004-01-19 17:14:17 RyansVoices: 4 is just small enough to take on a new member later in the year
    RyansVoices: lol the girl trouble thing =
    RyansVoices: LOL
    RyansVoices: yes put up
    RyansVoices: "ryan is single, please contact for me info"
    RyansVoices: LOL
    Seifer924: hehe
    RyansVoices: if you live near arkansas, and are a hot suppa model with brains, contact him... fat chicks ned not apply
    RyansVoices: =-O
    Seifer924: hehe
    Seifer924: lol
    RyansVoices: :-D
    RyansVoices: you know
    RyansVoices: just for the hell of it
    RyansVoices: you should post that... that would be funny to see if I'd get any responces
    Seifer924: haha ok
    RyansVoices: Dew it!
    RyansVoices: =]
    RyansVoices: OH
    RyansVoices: the fat chicks line
    RyansVoices: leave that out, I want dates not letter bombs
    Seifer924: nono
    Seifer924: its going in
    RyansVoices: LOL
    RyansVoices: you're gonna get me murdered
    RyansVoices: you might as well put up
    RyansVoices: "three new members needed"
    RyansVoices: cause i'll be DEAD
    RyansVoices: =D
    RyansVoices: I wanna see if you actually put that up =
    Seifer924: refresh
    RyansVoices: OMG LOL
    RyansVoices: me sends to all my friends


    http://www.waningmoonstudios.com/index.html
    Theres the link if you wanna see. 
  • Monday, January 19th, 2004 2004-01-19 15:15:25 Can you see how it feels to be alone and not belive... ANYTHING
    So i'm getting pretty sick now, I ran a small fever this morning,
    I hope this is a short lived thing.

    I talked to the green eyed girl last night,
    It didn't make me feel much better.

    I finally just told her the truth about everything and gave her the link to this.

    Dunno if that was smart,
    But hell, I got nothin' to lose.

    Current Mood: weird
     
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