JOURNAL: Voices_Of_Ryan (Jacob Lawler)

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  • omg :P 2004-01-27 14:34:36 so I now have a gf =] rawk.

    And our new site is up.

    www.destinationskyline.com


    Good times...
    Good times. 
  • Midtown songs 2004-01-25 22:27:01 Thank's Vegetto ex =] this song rocks... I need to buy the cd.


    Is it me,
    Is it true,
    Every word I utter a lie,
    Gives life this conversation,

    It dies,
    The hope that's in your eye's,
    Yeah so,

    Are you've been dreamin',
    I've been screamin',
    I wake up,
    With nothin' but false salvation

    Lost translations,
    I leave you with nothing at all

    Is it me
    Is it true,

    Every word I utter a lie,
    Gives life this conversation
    It dies,
    The hope that's in your eyes,

    Is it worthless,
    Yeah so are,
    You've been dreamin',
    I've been screamin',
    I wake up,
    With nothin' but,
    False salvation,
    Bad translation,

    I leave you with nothin' at all."

    - Midtown - "Is it me"
     
  • Sunday, January 25th, 2004 2004-01-25 16:00:51 Status'

    On my YellowCard video:
    It should be done (finally) by febuary 14nth

    Final Title: "Running Away From Life"
    Anime: Blue Seed


    it's been an interesting day... not.

    I slept and watched tv, didnt feel like editing that much.

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Yellowcard - "Way Away"

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/voices_of_ryan/ 
  • link 2004-01-24 22:31:42 http://www.livejournal.com/users/voices_of_ryan/ 
  • Saturday, January 24th, 2004 2004-01-24 22:29:50 I keep trying to tell myself "there will be other girls man".

    But it still just hurts so much...
    I mean, even today I was just looking threw her journal (online) and it said she was now single and looking = great... now that she blocked me shes single and looking...

    It's bullshit and I know she was bad for me,
    But I have such strong feelings it's taking alot of time to get over.

    Almost makes me want to just fall asleep and wake up married and happy...
    But since shit like that doesnt happen =.

    So we'll probably never talk again...
    She hates me...
    I think she lies.

    Everybodies screwed =].

    It's just sad that after 4 or 5 years of friendship... relationship... and everything inbetween.

    We can't atleast talk anymore.

    I guess that's what happens when you date a friend though (not to discourage anyone from atleast TRYING, when we where going out it was magical =).

    Now I have to find another girl...
    Somewhere.

    I just somehow have to try not to base everything she does off of what jessica did, or has done.

    Action and reaction... Consiquences of being human...

    My video is almost 00:51 secounds done... yay =]

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Current Music: Walking to menphis
     
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