JOURNAL: Voices_Of_Ryan (Jacob Lawler)

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  • 32 Days away 2004-03-15 20:15:59 Song: 32 Days away

    Something I wrote today.

    Was it you who said so long ago,
    My life would take a turn,
    Don't let go,

    I got so tangled,
    Tangled in your web called love,
    you told me,
    oh so boldly,
    We'd be together,
    Togther forever

    But you didn't see,
    no way anyone coulda seen,
    it's all about the heart,
    The words faded from the heart,
    And we fell apart.

    now it's 32 days later,
    I feel as though a new day brings back,
    That faded memory,

    But it's kinda okay,
    That faded memory reminds me of that day,
    and if I never see that day again,
    I'll think atleast that we had that day,
    and atleast the memory will never fade away.

     
  • hey ya'll 2004-03-14 23:55:15 It's been a bit since I've wrote in here..

    So much has happend that I really can't explain where I wanna even begin to start from.

    I've been working with some old friends on getting Tibexpro.com back up and running.

    I fixed my portion of the site up and running smoothly it's beginning to look better than some of the stuff they had up.

    Next I'll probably clean up all the amv's they have stored on their database and fix it up to look more professional instead of the kinda thrown together look it has now.

    My girlfriend and I are kinda... well...
    I'm talking on the phone with her as I'm writing this so we're not too bad, we're still togehter... I can't say our relationship is perfect right now, but then again, who's ever is?

    My new amv is coming along.

    My harddrive fried so I kinda hadda get a new one, and for all those people that I owe op's too, expect them next week I'm downloading all your amv's asap and I'll have em all up (baring some horrible dissfigurment) by this coming week).

    My birthday is coming soon.
    The 23rd.... No one's gonna be home but thats cool ^_^. honestly, I'd much rather be with my gf than with my mom, and grandparents anyway.

    =P.

    Btw... I'm hooked on jason mraz... 
  • hey ya'll 2004-03-14 23:55:15 It's been a bit since I've wrote in here..

    So much has happend that I really can't explain where I wanna even begin to start from.

    I've been working with some old friends on getting Tibexpro.com back up and running.

    I fixed my portion of the site up and running smoothly it's beginning to look better than some of the stuff they had up.

    Next I'll probably clean up all the amv's they have stored on their database and fix it up to look more professional instead of the kinda thrown together look it has now.

    My girlfriend and I are kinda... well...
    I'm talking on the phone with her as I'm writing this so we're not too bad, we're still togehter... I can't say our relationship is perfect right now, but then again, who's ever is?

    My new amv is coming along.

    My harddrive fried so I kinda hadda get a new one, and for all those people that I owe op's too, expect them next week I'm downloading all your amv's asap and I'll have em all up (baring some horrible dissfigurment) by this coming week).

    My birthday is coming soon.
    The 23rd.... No one's gonna be home but thats cool ^_^. honestly, I'd much rather be with my gf than with my mom, and grandparents anyway.

    =P.

    Btw... I'm hooked on jason mraz... 
  • Home 2004-03-09 10:28:12 After a long trip I'm finally back home.. That much milage in a day is not fun at all, I'm f%@# beat.

    I just got home about 15 minutes ago... I should sleep, but.. I wanna talk to nicole, before I left she was rather pissed off, so I dunno, my convo with her (copied from over the phone) after she got back from kentucky sunday (right before I had to leave):

    ( ) < -- what I'm really thinking is located in these

    Her: Hey I'm home
    Me: Cool
    (don't ask her how the guy she went to visit was)
    Me: So how was he?
    (damnit ><)
    Her: He was cool, I think I'm inlove
    Me: ...
    (wtf ? )
    Her: His family was so awesome, we talked for hours
    (umm okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)
    Me: Awesome
    (why awesome?)
    Her: Yeah, we skated and stuff, it was so much fun, we just hung out with all his friends, they where so cool [from here she goes on about his friends]
    (= This sucks... if I went to some girls house she'd be PISSED)
    Me: cool, yeah... cool... awesome.. cool [repeated]
    Her: I wanna visit back ALOT more, welp I'm off to bed, night
    Me: 0o wha?
    Her: What? I'm tired, I'm going to sleep,
    Me: fineeeeee, good night see you tuesday
    (oh crap why did I say fineeeeeeeee)
    Her: What was up with the fineeeeeeee? you mad at me or something!?
    (Me, umm duh' you get back and the first thing I get is how wonderful the guy and his family is 0o)
    Me: no...
    Her: Yes you are, I know you jake, why does it make you mad? Don't you trust me
    (Unconditonal trust?)
    Me: Yeah, I do.
    (I'm not so sure... Would you trust me if I went and saw some girl you didnt know, then came back and started talking about hown great her and her family is/was?)
    Her: Whatever
    Me: 0o... *Sighs*
    Her: I'm going to bed, don't talk to me
    (wtf?)
    Me: Christ, fine, go..



    Anyway, thats pretty much it = so.. god knows whats gonna happen.. I should say I went to visit a friend and her family was fucking awesome. I'm not going to... But I should. 
  • Thank you Doki 2004-03-02 09:47:21 Right now someone is reading this and wondering what the hell I'm babbling on about. 
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