JOURNAL: Atsureki (Lyssa Nunya)

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  • Dec 15 2003 -crud- 2003-12-15 01:12:05 Well I guess it's technically December 15..but whatever..people seem to have a thing for screaming when you enter a Suggestion in the 'Suggestion' forum...I mean come on..it IS the suggestion forum..well anyway I'm bored pissed off and depressed right now..nice mix huh? well I'm gunna go back to brooding..this is mostly just about saying sorry if I posted the last Entry lots of times. after I hit enter I went to get a drink and my neice came in and started pushing buttons, I guess she pressed f5 alot or something because the entry ended up showing up alot. Well see you later. 
  • Dec 14 2003 part one. 2003-12-14 16:50:21 *sighs* do I have to go over the mature enough thing again? Please if you don't think you can handle a mature journal, then just don't read it. I don't feel like being reported because someone decided to read this, knowing they couldn't handle it. This ir N-17, if you can't handle it, don't read it. Thank You.
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    today has been really shitty, I just found out my lazy ass father is too 'weak' to do the laundry, what a laugh right? So now I'm not only responsible for the Dishes, sweeping, mopping, vaccuming and keeping the rest of the house clean, but I've got laundry too. I might as well be his damned maid, well no, then he'd have to pay me. I'm like his slave, I have to do everything for him, all he does is sit on his lazy ass on the couch and watch tv. if he wants a drink, I have to get it for him, if he wants the remote and it's a few feet away where he'd have to stretch and reach over to get it, I have to get it for him.

    He got on my ass last night about things I was saying. I was putting up ornaments on the x-mas tree, which he was too 'tired' to do. I mean come on, how can you be tired just by sitting on your ass on the couch all day? Well anyway my sister just moved out of the house yesterday, she's 2, she should be out already right? well Taia and Brianne had just moved out and I was sitting there putting ornaments up, and Reed told me Taia was home sick already, what a luagh, she'd been there not even an hour and she was home sick. Well I said "isn't that just too damn bad. She's grown enough she can live on her own" and he got on me saying if I said one more word then he'd never give me anything for the next five years. ok there are a few things wrong with this anyway.

    One: HE WON'T LIVE THAT LONG (thank the gods/deitys/whatever)
    Two: I DON'T FUCKING CARE.
    Three: if he means his will, OH WELL, I DON'T WANT YOUR SHIT ASSHOLE
    Four: He never gives me anything anyway, my mom gives me everything.



    Well, I'm dne ranting. Hope he dies and goes to hell or the underowrld or whereever they can torture him forever. Sorry, but I really do hate him.



    Well I talked to Matt today, he's online, doing something. And Jon is online now too, he's doing alot better, good as new, thank the deities. I'm still listening to 'I hate' by Three Days Grace. I like this song alot. Well I have to get back to doing laundry, so I'll finish up later.



    Oh yeah, in case you havn't noticed, this is where I rant about life and shit, so if you don't like it, don't read it please. Thanks.



    And by the way, I know I'm a spoiled little bitch, incase you're thinking about it. But I always have been, so I'm used to it. I don't mind hard work, but when I'm being turned into the slave of a 55 year-old man who is very capable of doing the shit himself, I've got problems. Now see I wouldn't mind doing this if it was someone else, and they couldn't do it. But it isn't someone else, it's that asshole and he isn't incapable. So there.


    Also if anyone cares, which I doubt, I write on Fictionpress.com as Kurai no Kumori and on fanfiction.net as Lashana Asuka.


    See ya. 
  • Dec 13 2003 2003-12-13 23:15:35 If you don't think you can handle my journal thing then don't read it. I'm rating it N-17, so if you aren't mature enough to read it please don't, I've given fair warning, so don't report me. Thank You.
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    The Journal of a depressed 14 year-old girl. Have fun reading it.


    I'm bored, what can I say? I just signed up, only because I can't download otherwise but oh well. I'm on the phone right now with Robin, my friend, and she's pissing me off. I'm listening to 'I Hate' by Three Days Grace, good song really.

    I'm working on the second chapter of my fiction, but it's comeing out really shitty. I've barely got any done, but oh well, I'm not writing for anyone but me and if people don't like it and don't like the wait then they can kiss my ass.


    Grades come out next week, mine are probably really shiity, but oh well..I've stopped caring, and even if they are good it doesn't matter..
    Patterson and Burton both seem to think I should care, Burton even calls me "The Genius" but I don't think it's true, by the way, Patterson and Burton are teachers. Patterson is around 56, white male. Burton is around 35 African-American male. Burton is married to the second grade teacher, and Patterson is married to the Secratery.


    Reed just got out of the hospital (Reed = Father) I kind of wish he'd stayed in there, he's an asshole. Most of the time I don't care about him, the rest I want him to die. Laura (Laura=Mother) was real upset because he has some Heart Condition..well..another one anyway. Reed's old, around 55, Laura is around 42, Reed is sick, has been for a long time. He has Diabetes and Heart Disease, and a bunch of other shit. Laura on the other hadn is healthy, to damn healthy, she's healthier than me, hardly ever gets sick. Taia (Taia=Half Sister through Laura) just moved out into her own apartment (thank whatever deity put that in action) with Brianne (Brianne=Taia's Daughter) so now we are going to move the computer and shit into her old room.


    Jon has been real sick latly (Jon=My Boyfriend) he has Diabetes too, but not as bad as Reed does. His blood Sugar was up around 418 on Monday, and on Wednesday it was still around 340. He had me really worried, but his mom took him to the hospital and he's alot better now, just really depressed for some reason. Matt and Steve are ignoring me or something (Matt & Steve=real close friends) and it's making me even more depressed. Andy (Andy=close friend) got his internet shut off because his bitch of a step-mom didn't pay the bill, and I mean didn't not couldn't, she just didn't feel like it. So now I hardly ever get to talk to him, only when he come online using this "10 free hours of Juno" shit and emails me. Oh well,at least I still talk to him. Well I'm gunna go and work on my Fiction for a while, then I'm gunna go upstairs into my room (the attic) and listen to music and day dream for a while..sounds like a blast dun't it? Yeah I thought so, well See Ya.


    P.S. Imight put my fiction up here, acctually I'm sure I will, it will be under "Storm Fire" and then a number for the chapter number. My regualar journal entries will just be posted as the date. See ya.




    Lyssa 
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