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so i begin
2004-03-09 10:58:59
Well, I never thought I'd be doing something like this, but here I am, opening myself up to the public. I guess I should say something about myself first? Lets see, I'm pretty much your every day 16 year old bisexual male, that can't spell for the life of me so bare with me. I live in a tiny little town in the middle of hicksville, Maine (granted there is no hicksville in maine, just hicks). I frequently play video games, and have a mob of otaku that I call my friends. Anyway, let me get to the reason I wanted to write today.
You see, I've been dating this girl for about 3 1/2 months now, and I love her to death. She has this simple complexity about her, that I can't get enough of. Even though she's a little childish at times, she's also very serious. There is no one monotonous emotion about her, which I also enjoy. Don't get me wrong though, she has her flaws. For instance, her ditiness can be a real turn off at times, and she never really has the time to see me outside of school. This is due to her evil, psyco bitch mother.
Anyway, as a teen with raging horomones, I've frequently tried getting somewhere with her, and have succeeded many times. Resently though we've kinda reached a cease-fire. We don't really get the time to make out any more, and she's not the kinda person to sneak off during school. So now you see my problem. It's not that I don't mind waiting for thse moments when were alone, it's the fact that those times never really come up anymore. That, and I've wanted to move up the relationship a little, I want to know I can please her, so many times I've tried to get a hand down her pants, but she hasn't let me yet. I really like to think we're ready for that kind of thing, but she obviously isn't. This depresses me at times, but I don't mind waiting for the day this might happen.
I think this is were I'll leave you all for now, but I'll write more soon........
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