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Mixed reactions... and a flame
2004-05-08 00:53:45
On my new vid, I have 3 ops, one "OMG it rocks", one "pretty good/reasonable but could use improvement", and one "OMG You suck i hate you you shouldn't hate on other editors".
F***ing hypocrite.
...I've been feeling discouraged, so I refuse to upload a vid unless I'm more satisfied with it than any of the ones thus far. I personally agree with the 2nd opper I mentioned, and I'm still pissed about the third op.
Wanting everyone to know that even if my vids suck, I'm still valid as a person, I COUNT, and therefore you have no right to hate on me.
...seems this guy thought I was hating on some other editors. Well I didn't feel that I was, anyway, and I always tried to be helpful even if I didn't like the vid. -
99.9% Completed
2004-05-01 20:22:57
That's right, my new vid is 99.9% completed, that means all I have to do is show it to my folks, then export it, and it will be officailly done and ready to enter into the .org
Also, I took the SAT I today. It was pretty easy... except there was a part in which I had to write in cursive... which I suck at. They shouldn't hold it against me too much though.
My video uses some effects and one transition, but all the effects are just adjusting the speed, and the transition is fade to black... but I guess I still have to check off effects, right?
And, finally, to all one of you (if that) who is waiting to see my next vid with bated breath, I now announce the anime and music choices:
Paradise by Vanessa Carlton and Record of Lodoss War TV. -
umm umm
2004-04-30 19:49:40
2 action vids, as well as 2 other vids made my favorites list today... I think that at least doubles the number of action, or at least partly action vids on it.
And, I'm in a weird mood. I feel like the things I do, I don't really do them, I mean I feel my hands move, for instance, and sometimes what I do, I plan in advance, but if I was to tell my leg to move, it wouldn't, 'cuz you kinda have to feel it, I guess. Like it's subconscious or nonverbal, and I mostly live in the verbal part of my mind. It's almost scary, and it's something I think about a lot, but it's bad right now.
I guess I'm weird, thinking about possession and reality/fantasy, and are we really in charge of ourselves, or is it like some kind of elaborate ruse, or a hoax. ARE WE ALL TRAPPED INSIDE THE MATRIX?!? (lol) Do I take myself too seriously? Actually, scratch that, if you knew me in person you'd know that many times I don't.
I guess I'm just trying to change the subject, or maybe that's just the way I am, incoherent and unfocussed.
I saw a guy today wearing a shirt which said "They say I have ADD but they just don't understand. Oh look, a chicken!" and I was all pissed and offended, because I have ADD, and maybe I'm like that, perhaps it's just the truth, but it still feels like a caricature, like he's making fun of me. I was going to say something to him about it, but then the bell rang and he walked out the door and I couldn't find him. So I'm still a little upset although that was about 2 hours ago.
Now I think I know, a little, how someone feels when someone else makes fun of them because of their race or their weight or sexuality, something that defines who they are, that they can't change instantly, and probably don't want to. It's not a nice feeling, so anyone who's reading this, I have some advice: Don't do it. Don't let someone do it to you. Say enough, no more, I hate it when you do that. Don't let people make fun of themselves either, not beyond a point. The world is nasty enough as it is.
I'm not sorry about the rant, because that's what I believe. That's me, right there. If you don't like it, you can just get out of here! - Sigh... 2004-04-27 00:26:36 I said I wouldn't cut the song, but I did ^^;
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blah blah
2004-04-25 13:24:14
I bought Frou Frou: Details yesterday, which is the 2nd Cd I bought 'cuz of an AMV, after Conjure One.
I'm 2 minutes, 13 seconds in and getting bored... I may have to cut the song (nooo not again!)
...that felt like a zillion hours of editing, y'know.
Persistance!
...I'm gonna listen to my CD now...
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