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it's hot
2005-08-27 19:31:35
so hot.
I live in California, it's August, so I don't know how much is global warming, but I know at least some is.
drinking: Kaluah & milk over ice -
mood: drunk again
2005-08-26 01:12:38
ya know what? fuck it!
I'm tired, & lonely, & I wish there was someone out there who could see how beautifuul I really am.
For anyone who cares, I found out my measurements are 48-31-38. Not xcaclty 36-24-36, but not bad. So why dont I ever get asked out on dates? Sabrina need love too! -
My BABY!
2005-08-25 15:06:03
I got in a car crash Tuesday. It sucked. My brakes didn't work, and yelling "Shit, SHIT!" in my head didn't make the car stop. After 4 hours waiting for the cops, being towed, dealing with my insurance company, and the rental car company, and the cab, I was so glad to be home. The previous night i had watched a movie called "the warriors" in my film class (it's one that you laff AT), and now it has poignant new meaning to me.
Go rent it! -
explorations
2005-08-19 01:51:37
Last nite was a nite of firsts. I tried Jaegermeister, which tastes deliciously like black licorice (I normally hate black licorice, but this stuff is GOOD). I followed each series of sips with some diet ginger ale soda & ginger snaps.
The other first was a zombie that was totally believeable. I think the "zombies" in the movie weren't dead at all, they were given a drug that made their vital systems shut down & they were urried alive, but they still had awareness. The drug actually exists. I was reminded of "Romeo & Juliet".
The movie is "Serpent & the Rainbow." It would have been so much better if Bill Pullman hadn't been in it. His acting sucks, even tho he's cute. Sorta like a low-rent Brad Pitt that no one cares about. At one point in the movie, the Hatian secret police strap him naked to a chair, and the leader tells him to scream. He does so. The policeman says "not good enough" & jams a railroad spike thru his balls. Bill Pullman screams again. I think they looped the tape, since the second scream was no less fake than the first one. Pitiful...
In search of more movies, I am off... -
llist
2005-08-18 01:29:36
body so tired...including arms & hands......I estimate I spend 120 minutes each day walking from my car to the building my classes are held in, 4 trips of 1 mile each way, past a construction site with diesal fueled, fume spewing earth movers. Bring the lung damage! But seriously, in an art class today I started thinking about all the mediums I have used, in my entire life, to create art. To the best of my recolation, in order:
clay & toothpicks (to make crude animal-like scutptures) - age 2
glaze (over pain white ceramics) - age 4
fingerpaints - age 5
pencil/crayon (first cartoons) - age 5
tempura (first experiments, butterfly effect) - age 5
pencil (lopsided jar in adult art ed class) - age 5
watercolor (in children's book) - age 5
marker (crude attempts to draw a swan on construction paper) - age 5
blocks/legos (houses, articture, vehicle kits) - age 5-12
balloon animals - age 6
fabric & stuffing (various seewing projects, stuffed animals) - age 7
origami - age 8
crayon - age 8
fabric (to construct clothes I actually wore) - age 8
pencil/marker (to make cartoon pumpkins) - age 9
clay (various small sculptures) - age 11
crayola crappy sculpt clay ( to construct alien in space camp) - age 12
ms paint (first computer drawings) - age 12
various crafts (creepy crawlers, iron on transfers, fabric paint, etc.) age 12
pen (to draw on hands) - age 12-13
gum (1 small sculpture) - age 13
pencil (first attempt at semmetrical human face) - age 14
oil paint (first college art class) - age 14
vine charcoal (contour drawings) - age 14
pencil (thumbnail sketches) - age 14
pencil/pen (sketches) - age 15
etching/ink (print) - age 15
oil paint (ymca painting class) - age 16
mixed media (feather mask) - age 16
magazine clippings (collage) - age 16
red clay (ashtray) - age 16
clay (thrown on wheel to form long stemmed vase) - age 16
clay (small sculptures) - age 16
charcoal (abstract design) - age 17
adobe illustrator (logos, cd cover, etc.) - age 18
photoshop (awful photo manipulations) - age 18
artists pencils/charcoal (perspective drawings, the human face from photos) - age 19
wine corks, batteries, glue (robot sculpture) - age 20
plastic, metal, glue (abstract sculpture) - age 20
red clay (human head) - age 20
acrylic paint (various class projects) - age 22
pencil, vine charcoal, compressed charcoal, paper, pastel, paint, colored pencil, gray markers (life drawing sketches) - age 22
the future - who knows?
I wonder just how many mediums I forgot to include...
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