JOURNAL: Alternababe (Sabrina )

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  • 4755 hits 2008-08-23 01:18:50 Wow, the bbq actually happened! I'm suprised, but happy. My initial thoughts of burning porch wood & uncooked food turned into grilled veggies, grilled chicken that was later baked, and some awesome little pizzas that Nikki made. I used almost all the food in the house, so that means I get to shop for all new stuff tomorrow. At the Asian market. Yay! Also, Victoria ate the guacamole I made. I knew it was tasty. I can't believe I won't see her for a few weeks while she is in Hawaii. Hope she has fun with her boyfriend.

    Basically, good food, good friends, good times. Nikki, Vihn, Ankur, and Victoria, you guys rock!!!!! I'm lucky to have such awesome friends.

    And now on to the bob saget roast.. 
  • 4748 hits 2008-08-22 19:01:38 Today was the 2nd, more intense day of day care training. It's complicated & involves a lot of paperwork each day. Just the kind of work I am NOT good at. I was about to have a panic attack by the end of the day. Also, I am going to be the only one in the room from day 1, and I've never worked with kids b4. I haven't been around kids much, either. I'm so scared.

    After, I ate yogurt with Victoria to calm my nerves, then went to Nordstrom Rack. Didn't buy anything, proud of self.

    Now I'm trying to pull together a bbq. Damn my events planning skills! I think its going ok, but I never did this b4, so I dunno. Hopefully, wont give everyone food poisoning or burn the apartment down. 
  • 4742 hits 2008-08-22 02:12:09 Today is about to come to a close. It's hard to be single sometimes. It can be a little lonely, a little sad. Especially when you see your friends, and they are attaining the goals you have for the future in the present. Hurts a little bit. Aarti & Harshul are moving in together in September, and Victoria is getting married in February. Even my old lab partner has a baby. I want those things too, but they seem so very far away. 
  • 4736 hits 2008-08-21 23:30:32 Wow, today was a busy day. I had my first day of work (orientation), which I got paid for. YAY!!!! Tomorrow I go back, also paid. So I am officially no longer unemployed. I then hung out with my Mom, and remembered why I chose not to move back home. It was stressful, but I love my Mom, so it's ok. Then we went to the farmer's market & I got some produce for the week. Bell pepper & mushroom stir fry makes a good side dish for fish, right?

    Then I went boogie-boarding with my friend VIctoria. It was awesome, because right as we were finishing, the sun began to set, so it was like we were swimming in the sunset. It reminded me of happier times with Eric, when we were first going out & used to watch the sunset in Palos Verdes. Probably this was accentuated by the fact that the sun actually set into PV. It was beautiful, but also sad.

    I guess it's times like this when you lose something, but you also gain something. When it's the right time for something to end, there's nothing that can stop it, because the forces of nature are too powerful. It's sad, of course, but it's healthier than forcing something to continue that shouldn't continue. I miss Eric terribly, but I can't be with him anymore. I want him to continue to be a part of my life, in a different capacity, but if he doesn't want that, there's no way to force him, because that wouldn't be fair of me. 
  • 4719 hits 2008-08-21 02:54:38 So lightheaded after extreme workout on eliptical machine....typing slow... dizzy... burned probably 200+ calories in 30 minuites... yay free gym.... hot body, here I come.

    Also got groceries @ 99 market, suprrise there is 1 close by. Also ate curry @ Nikkis place after I hung out at the mall with my mom. Didnt buy any clothes, yay self control. Now shower, then snack, then Ebichu, then bed. 
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