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...A whispers Cure (Current Circumstances Part 4)
2004-05-26 15:44:56
Notes: 26.5.04 --- 21:28
Why do I never find the time to work on my vid ? This really sucks !!! My storyboard is expanding rapidly and I never get the time to work on the project. I´m just to busy with school stuff, damn I hate this who needs to know what Plato or Euclid said about 2000 years ago ? Well its really interesting but I can´t stand things who keep me off working...
And I recently got a capture card but of course it does not work. Well prefer DVD footage anyway, but there are some things I want to have for a non Anime vid. Like some strange shots of the "Space night " or the bioshots of "Biosphere".
As a little reward for al the trouble I have, I bought myself Skyfires "Mind Revolution" nice MeloDeath sound from Sweden (no Gothenburg but still nice tracks). -
...magic that a name would stain... (Current Circumstances Part 3)
2004-05-22 13:50:46
I finished and uploaded my first banner, which I created with Jasc´s Paintshop Rro 8.0 (I don´t have money for Photo Shop), it´s indirect named after my upcoming AMV " Timelss Ways"so its name is "Timeless Arts".
And I also finished my new metalsampler (I create musicsamplers for me and my friends). Its called " In Solitude Forlorn", the titel fits to my personal emotions, which I have at the moment. It features bands like "Siebenbürgen",
"The Kovenant", "Draconian"and "Catamenia", mostly sentimantal Black or Doom songs, which may drive me into suicide... who knows ? And I´m planning my next one for a good friend of mine, he wanted a CD with my favorite Death and Black tracks...
So this is what I think of putting it on the CD:
(I don´t think that there will be enough place but who care´s)
1. Dark Tranquillity --- ThereIn
2. Samael --- Infra Galaxia
3. Nightrage --- Hero
4. Mercenary --- Rescue Me
5. Tidfall --- Tech
6. Amorphis --- Alone
7. Children of Bodom --- Downfall
8. Pain --- Fade Away
9. Soilwork --- Steelbath Suicide
10. In Flames --- Artifacts of the Black Rain
11. Skyfire --- Dawn will Break
12. Vintersorg --- The Explorer
13. Godgory --- Princess of the Dawn
14. At the Gates --- The Red in the Sky is ours
15. Fangorn --- Fährmann
16. Insomnium --- In the Halls of Awaiting -
Current Circumstances Part 2
2004-05-16 16:11:00
Notes: 16.5.04 22:10
Hell Yeah !!! my system is back up running, os I´m finally able to continue working on my Bloodlust - Insomnium AMV. Till now i finished about 1:20 min of approximatly 4:30, so there will be more work to do and I´m already planning my next AMV but it´s nothing worth mentioning yet.
And the new Insomnium LP "Since the day it all came down" is just like I expected a great monument of finnish melancholy and sadness with some great eruptions of anger. Songs like "Closing Words" or "Bereavment" mostly tell stories of lost love and dispair. But there are also some more constructive songs like "Under the Plaintive Sky" which you have to encrypt first to get the menaing of it. So its an album which you have to spend much time with before you understand the lyrics and to hear every last instumental part. Maybe i´ll create a vid to of the tracks sometime the track "Song of the Forlorn Son" is one of my favorites so just have to figure out which anime source I use, but since I have one project running and another in mind it will take some time before I can start with that one. -
Some day ... Part 1
2004-05-13 16:56:46
So this is it, during the last few weeks I wrote some new lyrics. Very deep stuff about my life and my desperate way of soulsearching, sadly that me and my friends didn´t finish the song for it yet.
But I think there are some lonely beings out there, who understand what´s the content of my text and who have the same problems, hopes and dreams. And this is dedicated to all those who suffer just like me
Its called "UnKnown"
This is the end my friend
Can´t you see ?
Words hide underneath the tounge
Unable to tell, I went blunt
Unable to express my fellings
Doubt enchants my mind
What will happen ?
Confession of love meaning of life ?
Nightmare or paradise
A home in dispair
So bring me down to the living
Will I rise or will I fall ?
Unable to tell in words
Whats deep inside
So take me back
Take me home
To a place I´ve never known
In a place somewhere far away
Will I stay or will I leave ?
Ready to run to frightend to stay
Fragile heart can`t come up to the pressure
Tear apart whats deep inside
Let art once again be a weapon
To unleash the fury the anger the anxiety
Don’t become real don’t become love
Or ill loose… never again will I fail
A home in dispair
So bring me down to living
Will I rise or will I fall
Unable to tell in words
Whats deep inside
So take me back
Take me home
To a place I´ve never known
Listen to what I say
Look at what I do
And you´ll get a sight a whisper
But you´ll never know
Unstable thoughts collapse in my brain
So how could you feel
What inhales in my lifeless veins
Breathing dreams, I went down
Forsaken but not alone
The remaining things can tell
If your open you´ll find
Fragments of a lonely soul
That will never shatter
A home in dispair
So bring me down to living
Will I rise or will I fall
Unable to tell in words
Whats deep inside
So take me back
Take me home
To a place I´ve never known
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Current Circumstances Part1
2004-05-11 16:09:56
Notes: 6.5.04 0:23 --- 9.5.04 14:12
Well at the moment i´m unable to work on my current project because my programm (A.I.S.T. Movie Pack 6.0) has weird program errors and I also have to redo my computer. So this project will be finshed in, let me guess, 2 months or so...
But therefor I got some great new footage like Black Heaven, Sol Bianca or Green Legend Ran (Yeah I got it on DVD finally), so there will be more work for me to do That Rocks !!!
And in the next few weeks some of the best bands in the corner of intelligent entertaiment will release some new awsome material, for example Dark Tranquillitys "Exposures: in retrospecet and denial", Insomniums "Since the day it all came down" Heaven Shall Burns "Antigone" and do on, so this will be some great time for my lonely heart ... . And for everyone who likes a bit Melodic Metal, i heard rumors about a new Dragonland LP.
And another plan of mine is to start a new studio with some of my best friends Tahngarth, Marduk, Angel of Death, WMDK, Hybrid and Silence 666, so we´ll see when it comes to this ....
> > Hails to WMDK for encoding my DVDs < <
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