- Redeemer Project 2006-07-08 08:55:42 Yeah, that might been an option since I already dropped Mulitball, let's see if I can find the freetime for it after my current video.
- Update 2 2006-07-06 07:54:36 Ok, I won't get it done, sorry guys but this is the brutal truth, no Warheart at awa or connichi. And I since Ooshna and Farlo moved their webspace some of my amvs are not availiable anymore. Maybe I'll upload them sometime to some webspace when I buy some. Same goes for the Xvid Version of Demons Within, but I guess that most people have the necessary tools for Mp4 or WMV so it's not such a catastropy.
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Update
2006-06-16 20:54:46
Just to let you know my next video is on it's way.
I'm already at the 30 sec mark. I hope to get it done in time for the awa and connichi deadline but I can't promise. I'll keep you updated. -
Crying and Caged
2006-06-10 17:44:32
I just read through my .org journal entries and some other journals and somehow noticed that I'm getting more and more depressive. At this rate it starts to frighten me that I can't even remember when I had a longer period with out diffcult personal problems it must have been somewhere around last fall before I got my last and most strinking turndown I ever got. But it's good to know there were times when the sky wasn't filled with plain gray and the horizon was covered in dark clouds. I hope that my life will get "easier"soon otherwise I might dift of even more and deeper into daily depression and I don't like that tought. Damn this world just isn't something for a weak man like I am. Selfawareness is something prechious because no one ever notices how weak I actually am seems like I finally built up my walls again :-). Hehe, and before someone calls me emo I was always like this even before I ever heard that emo definition the first time :P.
~Warheart -
2006-06-06 20:54:50
"2006-06-06 17:42:22
alright, listen up emo-bitch. You may not quit editing amvs. The fact that premiere has abandoned you means its time to move on to after effects. You make way too many good amvs to quit. The music selection, and the fact that you can you take sources I abhor like metropolis and, indeed, even macross and make them watchable. You know how many people do that? Not many. very few. Maybe you just need a break. I took one, and then within a day of the deadline of a con I made another video after a good long break. and it felt great. You aren't gonna go emo amv-community death on me and your not going to stop making awesome amvs. at least stay active in the community. If nothing else. C'mon, just cause life sucks, doesn't mean you get to abandon your fans. good luck, shoot the emo Warheart, and make more fucking awesome videos."
Whoever wrote that (I suspect a few but I'm not sure) ...
That was the most effective and motivation thing I ever got, I promise I'll put up a fight and won't go down silent. I'm trying hard to keep up my work. I already installed and updated most of my stuff and I'll try to edit tomorrow and see what my new PCs up to. I already hve a concept and I'll try to complete it in time (if I can keep myself motivated to go on once I've started. So you at least ignited a small flame I'll try to keep it alive.
Thanks a gib bunch.
~ Warheart
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