JOURNAL: odian0 (Matt O'Neill)

  • cavernous head wounds 2004-12-05 21:02:26 i've been thinking a lot recently. not that thinking is a good thing. nothing good ever comes from thinking. progress comes from thinking, and progress seems so unnatural. why do humans feel the need to better themselves, when no other animal does that? we're obsessed with thinking, and i have seen very few good results from it. thinking breeds questions, and many questions don't have answers (such as is there a god?). so what happens with those unnanswered questions? we think and think until we come to the conclusion that there is no conclusion, just what heps us sleep at night. then we tell other people our conclusions, and we find they dissagree with us. then there is a rift in between those people. so what does thinking get us? rifts, mental pain, and questions that we can't answer. we damn ourselves. thinking..... thinking.... 
  • dammit 2004-12-01 21:19:26 i wanted to do this amv using stephen lynch's Lullaby but i was told that the convention that i'd enter it at is a "family friendly" convention. no obscene lyrics, images or violent shit. dammit. now i have to think up a family friendly video that will still be amusing and interest people. this is not gonna be fun. i was all for scaring people, and now i have to reform. this is what i get for not voting.

    well fine, so now i'm in the market for a new idea. ugh, this is no good. maybe i'll kick eric's ass until i get an idea. or fight joe until he gives me an idea, or beat up a hobo until inspiration hits me harder then a sack of door knobs. dammit.

    get out. 
  • done 2004-11-21 21:28:35 99 orchestrations directors cut is now done. bwa ha ha ha ha. now all i need is a comp with decent internet access to upload it..... 
  • re-make 2004-11-20 14:47:12 99 orchestrations directors cut is now 90% finished. yay! now all i need is Tallest to make me some non intrusive subtitles and we'll be all set. oh, and i still have to do about 15 more seconds (timeline) of editing. which can't take long. 
  • fuck fuck fuck 2004-11-02 22:44:25 fuck, bush is winning. i blame all of you. ALL OF YOU. 
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