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Redux
2013-10-10 04:03:18
Having solved a quality pinch point in my workflow, I considered then got over the thought to redo a couple videos. I'd rather move on and make new ones. Then of course, as I ran into an idea my initial thoughts on it conjures only one feeling...
Kill me. Kill me now. Kill me dead.
Wait, dammit, then I'll never finish it! Shit. Mine as well, since one project is on hold as I work to complete the series and nowhere near enough FIGHTING and another project that needs to finish already.
The downtime is getting to me. Relax, sheesus. -
Time
2013-09-24 22:49:33
I halt work on an video because it needs work, days pass, i do a whole other video, then let my hatred stew, considering moving on, then when I finally sit down to see what I can salvage I find that the video is pretty good, just the end needs fixing.
I hate living in my brain. Yet...there is never a dull moment so nevermind. -
Breaking a rule
2013-09-11 04:00:31
I hate the feeling of wanting to redo a video. The rule was to just let it go, there will be others. But I hate the fact I may have tried to be so clever that I begin to hate the work I put in.
I hate personality traits, they just get in the way, ignore and move on, dammit! -
Ahhhhh
2013-09-09 20:17:33
See now I hate getting ideas because there are so many. But this one I love, yet hate because its going to take me on a long journey, that I love because that means more anime!
And it's just from one word...Freedom. It will be light on story and more about being beautiful. Love. It. -
Settle Down
2013-09-09 02:56:43
But I can't really help myself. This has been stressful and exciting. But it's probably time I stop trying to get involved so much and just settle down. Be quieter. Too much enthusiasm. And do my videos in peace and share every once in a while. It's too much fun to feel dejected. It's just difficult to be the new kid on the block in a well established community of people.
I'll find a way. Cheers, all.
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