JOURNAL: Alisha-Stonehaven (Alisha Stonehaven)

  • Peter forgive me.... 2004-04-16 19:07:48 This is the neglectful person I am:

    I do not check the one place I have someone talking back and forth with me and when I eventually do I realize that he's been in more trouble than I can imagion. A month or more has past sesne your cry Peter and I have not heard a word of it because I have been "busy". That is the sorriest excuse I can even think of now. You'll be getting an e-mail from me soon to tell you about this but I cant believe I missed it all this time. I'm so sorry for not being there, for neglecting the fact that all you need is a hug....and I wish I could be the one there to give it. The fact is I'm a million miles away and I cant even reach you over the net for a while I know, and it kills me inside. I hope you hear my reply to your cry Peter its killing me knowing that I havent even seen it until now.

    Please lose no hope until I speak with you I may have good news. I still like you Peter, and as long as I can I'll try to catch you on, I miss you too, now more than ever. Please here this.....

    You are not alone I am there with you always....I saw you in my dreams Peter and you were so happy and now I find you so sad and alone, it breaks my heart to hear that you cry....I should be your crying shoulder, and I cant and now here I go crying. Please do not give yourself to this feeling, because that is all it is a feeling there to be for a short time, then it is gone replace with something different, hold on, I'm coming if only to vist you in your dreams and comfort you. 
  • Happy early V-day everyone 2004-02-13 15:03:54 I hope everyone has a great V-day, (sad face) I wont. Bye yall, wish me good luck at my dance with my ex. We're still friends but I hope to get a dance in cross your fingers for me.

    Lish 
  • DUMPED????????? 2004-01-12 06:58:17 Oh Peter what happened? I havent heard anything about this.

    Lish 
  • Slipping away...... 2003-12-02 06:57:07 I slip away in to the darkness and no one is there to catch me. No one fails to find my flaws yet no one sees the good. The nightmare continues yet I wake and move about.....the day is endless with little doubt. Nothing finds me in good health and nothing fails to put me down even the bugs walk all over me. The lost time is never regained and the gained time is never spent wisely. My words mean nothing and no one knows why. Perhaps it is that I am a ghost not to be seen not to be heard.....just the glimmer and spark that the child’s eye catches.....in the darkness of their room.....my hovering iridescent body cackling at all the failures of the rest of the world.......... 
  • THnaks 2003-11-24 06:48:16 for the e-mail Peter but I doubt I will be hitting the forums anymore. It just makes me sick, and I am hurt. 
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