JOURNAL: Nekoyoukai (Shirley )

  • Videos...Editing...Work...Life...it sucks 2007-02-18 04:41:53 I started working on another video like a week ago. I got like 17 secnds done the first night but I haven't really touched it since. I tried to work on it tonight but I have the worst editors block right nowT.T
    I’m so bored right now it’s not even funny. I got switched to the 3-11 shift at work when I got back from Minnesota but my body is still on the 11-7 sleeping schedule. That means I’m up all night and the only thing I have to do is sit at my computer, cry as my brain turns to mush from all the AMVs I edit and download, play computer games cause Final Fantasy is hard to play with no sound (I can’t read subtitles that fast), or read a book (be it manga or the novel I’m starting to get into). Then I go to bed at like 5 in the morning when the boredom is just too much to take, knock myself out with some sort of sleeping aid (usually Nyquil) and then proceed to sleep until 1 or 2 in the afternoon, get up, shower, go to work until 11 o’clock, get home and do it all over again. I hate it.
    When I see Heather (my best friend/boss’ daughter) she starts to go on about how Aidan (her son) is getting so big and I have to see him and how we never get together anymore, and so on and so forth. If she fucking wants to hang out then she should put me on a shift where I’ll actually have time to HANG OUT!!!! It’s really not that hard. I mean she’s the one that makes the fucking schedule after all.
    Ok I'm done^^
    That's probably my bigest issue with editing right now. Mt computer is the only thing I have to look foward to when I get home...and it's starting to make me want to throw up. It'd be different if I had something else to choose from. That way when I sit at my computer it's because I chose to...not becuase of the lack of something to read.
    Anyways I'm going to go to bed now. I just felt like bitching about that.
    Good night...morning...oh whatever^^ 
  • Godix 2007-02-16 12:23:33 I just read godix's journal entry and that was so fucking god damn funny. Almost as funny as his free ops thread.
    Which reminds me...I wonder if he's cought anybody else today^^ 
  • Waiting...I don't want to go to workT.T 2007-02-07 14:40:57 More of my rambling as I wait for it to be time for me to go to work. I've been pretty board lately. it's not even right. I have all this free time and i have nothing to do with it. it also doesn't help that all of my free time is in the middle of the night when all my family is sleeping and everything except for bars are closed and all my friends are sleeping too so i have no one to go to said bars with. Well that's not true...Aaron's awake and he would go with me but he's poor plus my boyfriend is kind of jealous of him...though i don't know why.
    I want to start on another AMV but i don't know what to make. I still have to buy the rest of the FMA DVDs and after my last video i really don't want to start on my Wolf's Rain vid just yet.
    I want to make another Gundam Wing video but that's a hard anime to work with...unles you want to make an action vid but i really don't want to. I also want to make a video with the Goo Goo Doll's song Iris but it's over-used and i don't know if anyone would like it.
    Whatever...it's time for me to go now...T.T 
  • Ops o.O 2007-02-05 00:49:33 OMG!! I just got like 4 ops writen and I still have like 3 to go >.<
    Is it just me or does writing opinions drain anybody else? I don't know if it's just me being ADDish but I find it really hard to focus on them. Thats probably why it takes me so long to write them.
    I hate writing ops for really good videos. I don't why. Maybe it's because they're better than mine or maybe it's because I never know what to write. They always come out like "Hey your video was cool...just thought you'd like to know." Those are the type of videos I give QCs to and give them their 5 stars so that I can get them off my "pending stars" list. I hardly give all 10s. But then I hardly op any videos that deserve all 10s^^
    It's the videos that need improvment that I write ops for. Videos that really suck and the poor creator needs a good shove in the right derection so that they no longer torture us.
    That's why I HATE opinion exchanges. But at the same time I love them for if it wasn't for op exchanges I would never get ops. I just hate how the only people begging for ops are the people that don't really need them. 
  • Bleh 2006-12-18 00:27:22 I finally have what seems like a finished video!!!!! It's far from perfect but I still have a lot of time to work on it.
    I already strted a topic in the opinion exchange forum but for anybody seeing this first you can go here first to check out waht i have so far http://www.megaupload.com/?d=D34NQS7U
    i just need to know how to make it better.  
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