So, I guess to answer your question better.. Nay, I enjoy finally creating the videos that constantly haunt my mind telling me to make them. And as long as they entertain me, and I have substantial motivation to complete them, then just seeing them come to life is a pay off in its own. Anything else that comes with that pay off is extra's on the side.. tasty desserts (Compliaments, awards, etc) which are nice to have and add some extra omph power (Motivation) to bring the next haunt to rest. If I don't get any dessert then at least I'm still satisfied with what I made, and don't have to worry about the vision popping back into my head saying "Make me.. make me now".
Well, those are my feeling on a finished vid anyhow. Hope I'm not coming off as too deranged
