HellBlazer wrote:This isnt the only time someone from my school has died.. id say about 10 students have died since iv been in hs.. and a few of them i knew. Crap like this really gets me pissed. I mean... all he had was 2 more months before he was going to graduate... and BOOM hes dead.

Which is the exact reason i really dont try very hard in school... shit like this can happen anytime, anywhere, and to anyone. Has anything like this happend to yall before? Any friends of yours?
Things like this happen and will continue to happen throughout your life. It's not fun but it's something you have to deal with in life. Sure it can happen at anytime, anywhere, or to anybody, but that doesn't mean you should give up. It's just the cycle of life. The only thing you can really do is live your life the best way you can.
When people die, they live on through their actions on this earth. These people you knew have had an impact on your life through actions they have taken. Through this impact their deeds on this earth are noted and remembered, even in the short time they've been here on earth. It's not meaningless.
So what is my point? Don't get frustrated. Having a sense of hoplessness is a downward spiral. Instead, remember them as they were. Keep them in your thoughts. Don't let them become the tree in forest that nobody heard fall and use the memories as inspiration for why you should try harder - because it wasn't you. You still have a chance to make an impact on peoples lives and you still have a future. Don't blow it cause you are dwelling on what might happen.
--Tony