uncomfortable honesty time! feel free to skip. the long story behind this video made short is that I really related a lot to Kousei's anxieties in this anime, and I thought of the idea for this video earlier in the year, sort of panicked and dropped it for a while, then picked it back up and completed it to submit at the last minute to Anime Expo. when it made the finalists I was so relieved I cried for about an hour. Even while watching it at AX I really wondered if this video and I were good enough to be in such outstanding company.

I'm trying to move past the constant anxiety-provoking search for perfection and just be okay with the success or failure of the things I make not being a reflection of my own value as a person. I know there's problems with it still but I'm trying to do my best to learn from my mistakes and grow.
Anyway, thanks for watching if you do watch it.
