i went to church with the asshole who dumped me because jesus christ feels that who you like is choice. so while the preacher is preaching im staring at the guitarist who play for the church who broke up with me. I have to say
Shit sucks. But like mariah carey said "i got to shake it off" Its not really that big of a problem its just a fresh wound and i wish i didn't get so attached to john. i want to get over him already and this healing process is too confusing.Problem 2
My parents. I love they for what they
DID for me but ive realized they're just not good for me. i completely cut off my dad because he wants to be an ass. and im fighting with my mom a lot. im just so tired being the good child in times of hardship and than the good days (money wise) come and im the child nobody wants to be around. tossed aside Problem 3
I got to be president of entire group of LGBT members who are going to look up to be this semester for advice, leadership, and other presidental crap. i'm a complete mess. i don't even know what i'm doing with myself. i just have a headache
Everything is building up on top of me and i feel like i'm going to crack underneath all this pressure. from the 1/1/13 to 1/12/13 everything was perfect. got a boyfriend, my grades were killer this semester (3.7 GPA), no drama at all. than the 12th came. boyfriend broke up with my, my dad calls at me yelling, my mom starts fights with me. im getting sick because ive been crying NON STOP.
im just a trainwreck right now and i have 2 weeks to get myself back in order so i can be strong for these members.
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