stuff about amv's

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merry xmass. Or it is for me. Its 1:15am on christmass day and I'm siting in my room, on my computer, hanging around dead forums and deader irc rooms. I've had a bad week. I broke up with a freind ("freind" as in we kept telling each other its just that while adding an extra $100 to our phone bills), got seriosly pissed off at another, almost got fired for calling the store manager a bitch, had a few fights with my mum and my comp keeps fucking up.

Basicaly I've lost my will to edit. I've got these two short but sweet idea's I want to do, yet my dvd drive is unpluged (to get around starforce) and my comp takes 10 minutes to boot, literaly. My last amv sucked. Not that it was bad, but because its generic. its typical moody stuff and other than my haibane-renmei horror which no-one cared about, is all I've edited this year (7LMR doesnt count. its once scene and a few randomly keyframed effects). I 'm not sure why, but I feel that I've become increasingly detached with the community. I just dont post as much as I used to and I dont get as engaged in discusions. I remember when I had that I love premier avatar, good times. (if anyone wants control of my avatar, PM me). Now its just, meh. Mabey the comunities gone stale or mabey I've just somehow detached myself from everyone I used to talk to. Giving a few ops would be healthy, but I'm not compeled to write a few hundred words anymore. And I'd feel cheap if I wrote something short.

I guess my point is that, well, I duno but there must be something meaningfull in that last paragarph. I think I need something to realy bring me back here, something to make me stand out a little more and seem like less of the yet another generic regular. Iether that or I find something els to move onto.

[AMV_4000]

merry xmass. Or it is for me. Its 1:15am on christmass day and I'm siting in my room, on my computer, hanging around dead forums and deader irc rooms. I've had a bad week. I broke up with a freind ("freind" as in we kept telling each other its just that while adding an extra $100 to our phone bills), got seriosly pissed off at another, almost got fired for calling the store manager a bitch, had a few fights with my mum and my comp keeps fucking up.

Basicaly I've lost my will to edit. I've got these two short but sweet idea's I want to do, yet my dvd drive is unpluged (to get around starforce) and my comp takes 10 minutes to boot, literaly. My last amv sucked. Not that it was bad, but because its generic. its typical moody stuff and other than my haibane-renmei horror which no-one cared about, is all I've edited this year (7LMR doesnt count. its once scene and a few randomly keyframed effects). I 'm not sure why, but I feel that I've become increasingly detached with the community. I just dont post as much as I used to and I dont get as engaged in discusions. I remember when I had that I love premier avatar, good times. (if anyone wants control of my avatar, PM me). Now its just, meh. Mabey the comunities gone stale or mabey I've just somehow detached myself from everyone I used to talk to. Giving a few ops would be healthy, but I'm not compeled to write a few hundred words anymore. And I'd feel cheap if I wrote something short.

I guess my point is that, well, I duno but there must be something meaningfull in that last paragarph. I think I need something to realy bring me back here, something to make me stand out a little more and seem like less of the yet another generic regular. Iether that or I find something els to move onto.

yes, merry ..... xmass to you too... as for what you wrote, i read through it fast cause im in a rush, but i think i caught the main idea you were going for. Its been a horrible year for me too, i havent made anything decent this year, and from what i can tell it hasnt been your year either. Things should get better next year though, just keep pushin and you'll make something better then your 7LMAR vid. (thanks for the contribution in the project by the way). stick with it, come back next year wanting to be the best! work hard, be original, and stand out in everyones mind as a good editor, best of luck next year.

[devilmaykickass]

That's weird...I clicked a link in the General AMV forum and somehow ended up in LiveJournal.

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