i its finally happened

imadude · Post by **imadude** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 5:48 am

this is fucking bullshit after two sla motherfucking happy months together Rose broke up with me god dammit i should have seen this stupid fucking shit coming when she told me her flaming faggot of a god damn X boyfriend was coming back to town ive been in hell since friday doing nothing but drinking bottle after bottle of Presidente and smoking alot of fucking weed thats right im using a crutch and i dont give a fuck what you motherfuckers have to say about using drugs as a crutch once i started i couldnt stop i was just gonna get drunk with my friend Danny and his brother on friday but after having Rose break up with me for NO GOD DAMN REASON i felt like i needed to console myself in drugs so fuck Rose and fuck her faggot ass boyfriend i dont give a god damn anymore this fucking sucks if your reading this then god damn you must have nothing to do if youve gone this far i fuckin cried for this girl when her mom died i was at HER MOMS FUCKIN FUNERAL WAS HER BOYFRIEND THERE NOOOOO BUT I WAS i was there when she ran away from home and i let her stay at MY HOUSE THAT I WAS STILL MOVING INTO AND LET HER SLEEP IN MY BED WHILE I HAD TO SLEEP ON THE GROUND AND THAT FUCKIN CEMENT IS UNFORGIVING i cant stand this stupid ass bullshit i fuckin wish i would have never called her and told her how i felt about her now i say fuck relationships im through with them i lost my god damn virginity to this fuckin girl and i gave her everything ALL OF MY MONEY WENT TO RENT AND HER DID I SPEND MONEY ON ME NO I WENT THROUGH DAYS WITHOUT FOOD JUST BECAUSE SHE WANTED SOMETHING AND I FOOLISHLY BOUGHT IT FOR HER this is so much bullshit i cant believe it

well if you read all that then wow i just needed somewere to say it

Veldrin · Post by **Veldrin** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 5:55 am

If it makes you feel any better, I have never gone through that. Also I wanted to tell you relationships are like politicians. You figure out the meaning behind that.

Aetherfukz · Post by **Aetherfukz** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 5:57 am

First thing: Punctuation.

Second: Well I can't give you much advice but I know that kind of girls. They make you do everything for them only to let you stand in the rain someday. The best thing is make your day/week off, and try to forget her... ASAP.

Third: Go to her and tell here what you think. Into-da-face!

Peace out,
~Aetherfukz

imadude · Post by **imadude** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 5:58 am

you have a point Veldrin but i still feel like shit but you wanna know what th weird thing is out of all the girlfriends ive ever had (all broken up on good terms) shes the only one who ive ever told that i loved

imadude · Post by **imadude** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 5:59 am

and out of all of them shes the only one that broke up with me on bad terms

kthulhu · Post by **kthulhu** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 6:05 am

You can use all the crutches you want, and I won't care.

You lack of paragraphing, on the other hand, has ignited my wrath.

Seriously, that shit sucks. Wind down, don't dwell on it too much, and most importantly, DON'T TAKE HER SORRY ASS BACK. It might hurt, you might feel tempted, BUT DON'T. Not to be an ass, but she sounds like an unstable influence, and that's never a good thing.

On the plus side, you've learned a valuable lesson (I hope): don't let the next one dominate. Love is not a one-way street, with one person the car and the other the road.

Next time around, don't go buying shit left and right, and take care of your needs. It sounds like she obviously used (intentionally or subconsciously, it doesn't matter) you. Watch for that. Physical objects and actions do not a relationship make.

So cheer up, move on after a suitable downer period (a week, maybe?), and go over what you've learned from this relationship if you seek another one.

Good luck.

Veldrin · Post by **Veldrin** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 6:06 am

When I fell down ya know what makes me happy? Throwing shooken up soda cans at people (on bikes usually) out the window of a car going at least 40 mph.

Veldrin · Post by **Veldrin** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 6:08 am

Also listen to Verve Pipe - The Freshman. Its a good song....

imadude · Post by **imadude** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 6:11 am

my bad about the punctuation i needed a rant the only thing thats gonna keep my mind off of it for awhile is that i get to make my return to the XFO friday after being storyline banned for injuring the owner

Dannywilson · Post by **Dannywilson** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 7:42 am

You could always make videos about it.