death of a dream...

Farlo · Post by **Farlo** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 3:57 am

pspfarlo: ...
pspfarlo: i feel i am slowly dying inside
pspfarlo: i am becoming a shell of the man i formerly was
pspfarlo: i told her i loved her..she said it back
pspfarlo: but now i feel as if she was lying this whole time
pspfarlo: i want to tell her "fuck you"
pspfarlo: but its not the kind of person i am
pspfarlo: everyday this "relationship" goes on..i die more inside
pspfarlo: another part of my soul forever lost
pspfarlo: i need something to kill the pain inside of my heart
pspfarlo: wtf is wrong with me...
pspfarlo: i gave to much of myself away this time

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 4:46 am

ah dood.. do tell the story. I've been searching around through my old stuff all night being nostalgic and reading old conversations and writings from back when me and sam were together. I guess I'm starting to see where things progressively got screwed up over the last few months leading to whats been happening lately.

Anyway, I know exactly how you feel.

FATTY_VM · Post by **FATTY_VM** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 5:08 am

bah .. 6 am ... no sleep again ... got school in a half hour .. yay me?

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 5:20 am

hey, same here. I'm in this predicament because my sleep schedule was like this:
3am - 4pm saturday, 10am - 8pm sunday
I guess I'll just go to bed when I get home from school and right my schedule by sleeping all night.

Flint the Dwarf · Post by **Flint the Dwarf** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 6:50 am

Wow... same here. I was going to sleep, but then I'm like, "No way d00d, you're not getting me again."

I'm doing this way too often to be healthy.

El Banana · Post by **El Banana** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 7:16 am

I haven't had a normal night's sleep in over two weeks... hell, I even slept little yesterday so I would be able to go to bed at a NORMAL hour last night... but I got caught up and decided, of all things, to finish my new avatar.

FATTY_VM · Post by **FATTY_VM** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 8:10 am

O Jesus ... Seizureiffic ...

AHHHHHHH

Wykith · Post by **Wykith** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 8:39 am

Off topic by the third post.........

Farlo · Post by **Farlo** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 1:44 pm

indeed it was....

PrincessVadena · Post by **PrincessVadena** » Mon Apr 07, 2003 2:08 pm

ah dood.. do tell the story. I've been searching around through my old stuff all night being nostalgic and reading old conversations and writings from back when me and sam were together. I guess I'm starting to see where things progressively got screwed up over the last few months leading to whats been happening lately.

Anyway, I know exactly how you feel.

your ex and i share a name