well fuck... (relationship troubles)

CaTaClYsM · Post by **CaTaClYsM** » Mon Mar 24, 2003 10:23 pm

what were the exact dates of the new borfriends stuff? I am having some trouble finding it amongst the incoherent babble and tons of quizes.

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 1:28 am

I just got off the phone with her after 4 hours :\

and ummmmmmm
well
it wasnt as plain as it seemed on her blog. All that happened on the 5th of feb was they admitted they liked each other. OMG, big fuckin deal its been like that for 2 years :\ But they're not going out, they still hate each others guts, theyre still just friends. Now! :O! as for the boyfriend thing :\ she did only mention it twice and that was in quizzes. We both like her, she likes us. I guess she just consideres us both as part of her nonexistant love life or whatever and acts like she's got a boyfriend in quizzes to make her feel like a big woman :O etc. I dunno but her story checked out as far as I'm concerned.

However :O
we did talk about emotions and love and whats been happening. And she's not as fucked up about it as she seemed the last few weeks... she even admitted that she didnt really know what she was saying when she was ranting last week about emotions and such, and at the end of the conversation I did assure her I still loved her whatever that meant anymore and she actually responded saying that she still loved me in a more than just platonic friendly way..
Its a step up. At least now I can get the fuck out of this funk and get those damn tests taken care of.
meh.. my mom is bitching for me to go to bed.. /end :|

CaTaClYsM · Post by **CaTaClYsM** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 4:02 am

well, best of luck to you.

El Banana · Post by **El Banana** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 4:20 am

Anime Jedi · Post by **Anime Jedi** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 7:11 am

Well, if you take it one step at a time, the top doesn't really seem tha far away. I'm happy things have are getting a bit better. ^_^

fyrtenheimer · Post by **fyrtenheimer** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 7:35 am

RadicalEd0 wrote:I just got off the phone with her after 4 hours :\

and ummmmmmm
well
it wasnt as plain as it seemed on her blog. All that happened on the 5th of feb was they admitted they liked each other. OMG, big fuckin deal its been like that for 2 years :\ But they're not going out, they still hate each others guts, theyre still just friends. Now! :O! as for the boyfriend thing :\ she did only mention it twice and that was in quizzes. We both like her, she likes us. I guess she just consideres us both as part of her nonexistant love life or whatever and acts like she's got a boyfriend in quizzes to make her feel like a big woman :O etc. I dunno but her story checked out as far as I'm concerned.

However :O
we did talk about emotions and love and whats been happening. And she's not as fucked up about it as she seemed the last few weeks... she even admitted that she didnt really know what she was saying when she was ranting last week about emotions and such, and at the end of the conversation I did assure her I still loved her whatever that meant anymore and she actually responded saying that she still loved me in a more than just platonic friendly way..
Its a step up. At least now I can get the fuck out of this funk and get those damn tests taken care of.
meh.. my mom is bitching for me to go to bed.. /end

I can't ...fucken ..believe it.

I love you Mike, but you're acting like a losAR falling for her antics.

Whatever, bueno suerte.

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 11:41 am

well after all the bitching I did yesterday I didnt really expect what I just said to be well recieved. Of course relationships are always a roller coaster of up and down (as gabe pointed out yesterday) so this is how it goes. But hell my scenario now isnt even as serious as panda's was and they're still together.
Of course shes still fucked up in alot of ways but ive known that for a long time and I decided a long time ago not, upon realizing that, to get out of it like maybe I should. And I dont go around doing shit that I dont intend to follow through with.
Whatever. Things arent as bad as they seemed. Thats good.
Im sorry to put you all through this up&down bullshit. Maybe I should keep my shit more personal from now on

Chaos Angel · Post by **Chaos Angel** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 11:45 am

But then where would we get our soap-opera fix?!?!

Seriously, I'm glad to hear that your attitude seems to be shifting more to the positive. Although, I still maintain that you really should reconsider continuing a relationship with her if she is going to keep playing you.

fyrtenheimer · Post by **fyrtenheimer** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 11:48 am

RadicalEd0 wrote:well after all the bitching I did yesterday I didnt really expect what I just said to be well recieved. Of course relationships are always a roller coaster of up and down (as gabe pointed out yesterday) so this is how it goes. But hell my scenario now isnt even as serious as panda's was and they're still together.

yeah, i understand that

but she's just dragging you around for a ride

that's different from a "regular scenario" where a couple has some ups and downs

ok, that's my fix on it, i wont say nemore

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Tue Mar 25, 2003 12:04 pm

shes not playing with me! I'm doing it all to myself. Maybe I should quit being so serious about the whole thing :|
besides, I've still got my cacti underwear on.