LoST RaiNDRoP (Ben Morillo)
the best feeling
Ever get that feeling where everything seems to be perfectly fine even when your alone? It lasts a couple of seconds. Less than a minute. Its when you feel like your heart grows a thousand times it size. And you notice your smile grows too. Your mind says its a perfect world. Makes you feel like theres nothing to worry about. Nothing at all. You can do anything you want to do. Be able to have everything you want. Say everything you want to say. Even probably run around naked in the streets without feeling embarrassed or anything. You feel like your so loved by the person you love the most. As well as all the people in the world. You think everyone is happy. You wanted the feeling to last forever. But the more you think about it, the faster you lose it. You start to realize not everything is alright.
The feeling could have been triggered by a beautiful sight or a warm silent song. or by nothing at all. Either way, you dont know how you can feel that way. Just have to wait till it happens again.
Well, i felt that again today for less than 20 seconds.
...and the worst feeling was losing it.
ps: i dont get high. lol
Happy Valentines Day you all!
Quiet of the Lone
gasping on every word
looking for every sign
the shadows in the meadow
wont leave me behind
the deep thick wind blows
as i try to raise
above the dense fog
thatís holding me prison
in this dark cloudy night
i see the light so clear
but fooled by its distance
waiting for me to give up trying
to reach for its peace
even the faintest touch
of its warm rays
on my cheeks keeps me going
but for how much long
will it be of help
when everything i want
only makes me worse
and i start hearing
in the back of my ears
the quiet sounds of the lone
bleh blih blah bloh bluuuuh!!!...
im so bleh bleh
check out my DA account............ lost-raindrop.deviantart.com
i got new photographs and a couple of drawings.
bleh blih blah bloh bluuuuuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*faints faints* ROAR!!
last last night was the bestest night evaaaaaaar!!!!!!!!!
LoST RaiNDRoP 86: do you love me?
Starynightsky73: i honestly think i really do
Starynightsky73: i mean at first i thought you were just doing this to help yyou get over *(another girl)*
LoST RaiNDRoP 86: i love you too
Starynightsky73: and im still not shure that you arnt...but i dont care anymore
Starynightsky73: i do love you
Starynightsky73: i love you
Starynightsky73: now i feel better
Starynightsky73: do you remeber when you were talking bout how *(some girl)* only saw you as a friend and i said i had the same problem with another person and you asked who and i dint say?
LoST RaiNDRoP 86: oh yea... you never told me that guy
Starynightsky73: it was you
~i was almost speechless~ (as usual)
shes so awsome! ...... shes the sweetest, funnest, most caring, loving girl ive met!
GaH! i always never wanted/intended to fall for a person online! but what the heck! i cant help myself... were gonna meet with each other next year in the anime convention were going to. hehe!
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