Back aftter while, videos = no link, cant get a backup?

[Sk2k52]

Awhile ago I uploaded 2 videos, they had a weird problem though, I uploaded them to the ftp server and on the edit videos option it said "local" confirming it was uploaded, but a link never showed up. After spending some time failing to figure out how to fixi t or contact anyone that could (couldnt get on the forum since i couldnt activate it at the time) I gave up and just stopped using the site.

Shortly after I reformatted and neglected to save backups to my videos. I came back and downloaded all the videos that were still up (some no longer let you download) and was wondering if there was any way I could salvage said videos, or more specifically, my last 2 videos that bugged out or something so it doesn't show a download link?

Is there any way I can download a personal copy of an my videos other than finding my video from the search or fix these 2 videos?

Links:
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members ... hp?v=50964
http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members ... hp?v=50966

How it shows up in my edit option:


Profile option:

[mirkosp]

Looks like "Closer to breaking" is still available (download it here). The other one was removed since it uses an Evanescence song (read this sticky for more info).