The Vent Thread

[Emong]

Pff, I celebrate 28 years of being single next week

...

/rageface

It seems I'm still 5 years behind since I just turned 23. But to be honest it stopped making a difference a few years ago

I don't think I have any worthy input to the conversation. As someone who never got past the superficial crap I don't feel like I can say much about relationships or love past the level of friendship. Is obsessive fixation on a particular person something emotionally secure? Probably not. But, as Otohiko said, I don't think the opposite, avoiding the risk because of the fear of getting hurt, is either. Intuitively speaking that is.

Also, just because there can never be enough Zizek..



@Metallilyn,
Sorry to hear all that. But you know, void is not necessarily a bad thing. Maybe you just need time and space to breath? Enjoy your time with your grandpa and drinking your coffee

[CodeZTM]

I just actually got out of the Psychiatric Hospital, and I'm finally home. I feel like I really let myself and my family, heck, even Re-Evolution down since I let myself get to a low point and I finally broke. I feel comfortable telling you all this because I know there isn't any reason to judge, I basically Baker Acted myself to the nearest Psychiatric facility and I am home now. I was in for six days. I'm ready to go back to editing, with a clearer head. I think that all the stress with my grandfather being in and out of the hospital, sick kitties, no money, no job anymore, and I dropped out of schooling for Graphics Technology, I feel like a really big void in my life is building. I don't really enjoy doing anything anymore. I'll go outside when I'm home and have some coffee and a cigarette, but I'm quitting smoking because I don't even like THAT anymore. I'm just happy about one thing.. I'm alive. As sappy as that sounds I'm so happy to be here, to see and hear my grandpa say that he loves me which he rarely does, even though I know he does because he feels it, but raaaaarely says it.

/huggles

Good to have you back.

[Qyot27]

I think I'm pregnant.

I was pregnant once. And then I had a hepatitis vaccine and entered 7th grade.

[Radical_Yue]

Holy baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalls .___.

I would set a nursery on fire if it meant I could go back to bed right now.


so.fucking.tired.

[Enigma]

I keep having this dream where I'm a pre-school bus driver and i keep continuity driving the buff of a cliff and jumping out at the last second and lettin all the kids die.

[Radical_Yue]

I keep having this dream where I'm a pre-school bus driver and i keep continuity driving the buff of a cliff and jumping out at the last second and lettin all the kids die.

Why isn't this in the happy thread?

[Enigma]

I keep having this dream where I'm a pre-school bus driver and i keep continuity driving the buff of a cliff and jumping out at the last second and lettin all the kids die.

Why isn't this in the happy thread?

Because, it kept me up all night

[gotegenks]

I keep having this dream where I'm a pre-school bus driver and i keep continuity driving the buff of a cliff and jumping out at the last second and lettin all the kids die.

Why isn't this in the happy thread?

or better yet, in the Dreams thread...

[Radical_Yue]

I keep having this dream where I'm a pre-school bus driver and i keep continuity driving the buff of a cliff and jumping out at the last second and lettin all the kids die.

Why isn't this in the happy thread?

Because, it kept me up all night

Celebrating?

[Radical_Yue]

I was having intense nightmares one after another all night long and I was in the middle of one when my phone alarm for work went off. I don't remember what it was but when the alarm rang I quickly shut it off in a sleepy panic, closed my eyes for a brief second and immediately fell back asleep into nightmares.

By the time I woke up I was supposed to be to work in 2 minutes. Even if I got ready to go, by the time I got there the amount of time that passed would've been as bad as missing a full day so I ended up just calling in. FML.