This is a track I made this morning, in dedication of Magnus. My former studio-mate, a great editor, and most importantly, one of my best friends. This is also my way of dealing with some of these feelings, I'm bad at talking, so I decided to write. I hope when I said "we" in the song, reffering to this community, and all of his loved ones, that I wasn't out of term. I'm assuming a lot of you are feeling some of the same things I am, so I took the liberty. If I shouldn't have, I apologize.
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I'm gonna miss you homie
you know we feelin' pain
I fuckin' woke up from a dream last night and screamed your name
won't let it be in veign
I'm gonna use this rage
I'm gonna use this grief to fill this motherfucking page
I know I should include memories of all we did these days
but I'll keep it simple and only say what I need to say
You gone, it hasn't even been a couple days
we already lost without your happyness and playful ways
but I know deep down inside that you was feelin' caged
I'm so sorry that I couldn't offer more to say
You died a straight soldier, the same way you lived
still in the end all I can think is you were just a fucking kid
if I could homie hope you know that I would take your place
You didn't deserve this disease and man I smoke to breathe
God why you take him, shit you shoulda took me
and we was beefin' for some seasons over dumb shit
I apologize for all lost time I didn't come with
Then we squashed what it was, back to laughin' havin' fun
until that hospital trip and news that made me wanna run
but still you was tough said you'd fight it till you dust
the remission had us all buggin', happy fucks
until it came back and you told me yo man that's enough
you broke the news to me, i felt it shoot through me
I should've been comforting you but other way around
Couldn't believe it how you just continued to astound
we had a few good weeks, you got to blew good weed
we had some deep conversations and promises we'd keep
Hope, this is the word that you lived by
use this time wise, and you did just to get by
You touched a lot of lives my friend, and now we're all crushed
We know you wouldn't want that, but sorry brother when alls done
We'll never stop hurting, but be happy and push on son
Memory never forgotton, we love you
that's it, that's all, done
Powerful song mane, and well written out. I know you two had a great history for years thru him being a previous member of your studio and then some so I'm sure he enjoys this.
"Someday humankind will come to understand one another! I sincerely believe that!" Fei Fong Wong "We live to make the impossible possible! That is our Focus!" Claire 'Lightning' Farron "Believe in yourself, and create your own destiny. Don't fear failure." Toonami The Lord Jesus Christ is the only way.
