Then again, I'm probably an ass-kisser myself. I already know people think I 'play' nice, so whatever. You were the next on my list after Paulo and Omni (who were both disqualified), so I get part of the blame for it. You won't see me appologizing, though. ^_^
But you didn't nominate me; that's different. Saying "Oh, yeah, so and so is getting better," is much different from "Let's plaster her name up for the whole site to see, so everybody can go 'Who the fuck is this stupid bitch?'"
By nature I keep a low profile - I talk a lot, but you won't see me sending AMVs in to cons or proclaiming my 1337ness all over the board. I don't belong in the VCAs. This embarrasses me. I did put a link up so people can know what it's talking about (shinji did see the last vid of last year, and wrote a ... heh, rather long explanation of why it sucked), but ultimately it's just wrong for me to be in the same list as all these people, as all of you. It's wrong and embarrassing.
Unless, of course, they put me in as a joke, like frat boys electing a mascot pig as Homecoming Queen. In which case I'll put up with it, because it does show up just how pointless the awards really are. Fuck, if I'm in them? They're totally worthless and a mockery of real quality.