My friend and the person i love just disowned me

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My friend and the person i love just disowned me

Post by Jim Hawkings21122 » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:30 pm

i want to kill myself.

Any objections?
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Post by Savia » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:31 pm

www.samaritans.org

If you're serious, seriously consider this.
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Post by Jim Hawkings21122 » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:37 pm

is it free?

but seriously this might be my last night on the fourms/ this world.
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Post by LightningCountX » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:42 pm

welcome to real life jim...people i loved have stabbed me in the back many times, you just have to continue on somehow

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Post by Otohiko » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:43 pm

Consider what Savia said. It's no joking matter, and I think you might want to have a serious conversation with someone before doing anything.

I'd say something else, but I can see this is serious and this isn't the time to talk about my views on anything.

The number is obviously free.
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Post by Savia » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:44 pm

Jim Hawkings21122 wrote:is it free?

but seriously this might be my last night on the fourms/ this world.
They are free and nonjudgmental. You'd want the email service, jo@samaritans.org.
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Re: My friend and the person i love just disowned me

Post by Bebop0083 » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:53 pm

Jim Hawkings21122 wrote:i want to kill myself.

Any objections?
join the club! read my journal to find out except mine is about some thing different.

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Post by Veldrin » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:55 pm

I dare you to kill yourself.
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Post by Moonlight Soldier » Thu Dec 04, 2003 8:58 pm

Veldrin go take a long walk off a short pier.

Jimmy dearest, don't anything rash. Consider Savia's comment.

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Post by Jim Hawkings21122 » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:07 pm

i guess its time i fill you guys in.....

in a nutshell:

i have loved a girl for 3 months now.

i didn't tell her b/c i wanted to know more aboout her, to learn more about this amazing girl unlike i have ever met in my life.

so i waited, and i learned...

so last week i finally told her, and she rejected me politely, of which i was fine with b/c she and i boht knew there was a lot of shit going on in he life that would make it unfair to me or anyone else that she dated.

so i was fine, and we contiunued to be friends

but then friday she tryed to kill herself........

thankfully i talked her down over AIM and everything was fine again;we almost fine

that same night i had to deal with 2 more of my friends that tryed to kill themselves.

i tallked her down too, but all the stess built up and on monday

I cut myself........many times on the bottom of the wrists.

some of my friend found out and some didn't but those who did talked to me greatly about it.

through them i was able to understand that that kind of thing isn't worth it.

so i kept on living.

so tonight i got on AIM and started talking to her

and her friend came over, a guy friend, who loves her as well

he found out and now he wants me to stay the fuck away from her.

he said that every friend she makes now is just a burden and that the need to fuck off.

i after much arguing i told the girl that i hated her friend and she didn't take that too well.

they have been friends for practally ever and basically when he gets insulted she doesn't care whos fault it is only that he was insulted, which is why now she hates me and doesn't want a fucking thing to do with me.

so now i want to die.
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Re: My friend and the person i love just disowned me

Post by Onideus_Mad_Hatter » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:08 pm

Jim Hawkings21122 wrote:i want to kill myself.
If that were true you'd already be dead. You migh WANT to kill yourself, but you don't actually WANT to kill yourself. There's a big difference between wanting the WANT and wanting the ACTION.
Any objections?
It's your life, you make the decisions that will affect it. Personally though, if your "friend" "disowned" you...well uh...it doesn't sound like they were ever your friend in the first place. I mean I've got friends, people I know, people I hang out with...and then I've got TRUE friends. None of my true friends would EVER do anything like that, nor would I to them. So in your situation...you really didn't lose a friend.

As for the person who you "love", well, that's an easy word to throw around, but do you actually know what it means? Sometimes being in love with a person doesn't mean "having" them like a possesion, sometimes being in love with someone means knowing that they're happy. If this person whom you love hurt you in some way though, emotionally or physically...well I've got to tell ya, unless you're a masochist you were in love with an IDEAL, your imagined conception of the person and their character. Unless, like I said, you fall in love with people who hurt you...*shrugs*...
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Post by Vlad86 » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:10 pm

Didn't someone have a similar problem, like less than a week ago? Kenshin something(don't remember exactly) had a similar problem and threatened to kill himself, but he's still here. It starts to bug me that people have a bad thing happen and imeadiatly want to kill themselves. To me that's selfish. It also means you have no backbone to live throught the event and instead opt for a painful, easy way out.
You're still alive, make something out of your life, don't be a friggin' coward.
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Post by Jim Hawkings21122 » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:10 pm

I am trying to get her to listen to the voice of reason and believe what i am saying but her mind is closed and i don't know how to open her back up to me.
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Re: My friend and the person i love just disowned me

Post by Jim Hawkings21122 » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:16 pm

Onideus_Mad_Hatter wrote:
Jim Hawkings21122 wrote:i want to kill myself.
If that were true you'd already be dead. You migh WANT to kill yourself, but you don't actually WANT to kill yourself. There's a big difference between wanting the WANT and wanting the ACTION.
Any objections?
It's your life, you make the decisions that will affect it. Personally though, if your "friend" "disowned" you...well uh...it doesn't sound like they were ever your friend in the first place. I mean I've got friends, people I know, people I hang out with...and then I've got TRUE friends. None of my true friends would EVER do anything like that, nor would I to them. So in your situation...you really didn't lose a friend.

As for the person who you "love", well, that's an easy word to throw around, but do you actually know what it means? Sometimes being in love with a person doesn't mean "having" them like a possesion, sometimes being in love with someone means knowing that they're happy. If this person whom you love hurt you in some way though, emotionally or physically...well I've got to tell ya, unless you're a masochist you were in love with an IDEAL, your imagined conception of the person and their character. Unless, like I said, you fall in love with people who hurt you...*shrugs*...


i have a razor i my hand , i think i'm pretty god damn close to the edge.

i don't want you guys to worry about me (some of you don't anyway)

i just want to guys to know that if i do go through with this i enjoyed nearly every minute that i spent on the forums

all of you who are my friends here, or even kno me i want you to know that i appreiate the laughter that you gave me and the fun time that i've spent with you.
RoXxoRs13: Is masturbation a sin?
Yomomma: I think so.....
RoXxoRs13: Then i'm going to hell, straight to hell
Yomomma: At least you won't be alone ^_^

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Post by Veldrin » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:19 pm

DO IT! *holds up foam hand*
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