My friend and the person i love just disowned me

The Hitokiri Battousai · Post by **The Hitokiri Battousai** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:29 pm

what do you think your fmaily wopuld think if they see you lying on the floor with blood all over yourself. Suicide is pretty much the most self-centered way to go. Ive been single for what 7 years. Gone through friends who pretty much turned on me. One happened to be my best (i mean my best) friend who threw me away for his girlfriend. I havnt sene him for a long time now. But now, I have better friends that wouldn't turn away from me.

Weather the tough storms out. It may seem hopeless but it aint. Life always has it's valleys but within a few months or a year, this will be all a distant memory.

Ive tried to kill myself at times but you know what I held on to hope. What do you think your other friends will react? Your family?

It's just one girl. Aint now big of deal. If she acted that way to you, obviously she's not a good friend.

Flint the Dwarf · Post by **Flint the Dwarf** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:32 pm

Moonlight Soldier wrote:Veldrin go take a long walk off a short pier.

Jimmy dearest, don't anything rash. Consider Savia's comment.

Seconded.

J-0080 · Post by **J-0080** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:34 pm

If you killed yourself I would be forced to challenge you to another duel.

Besides, I hope you're listening to oto, I mean, can you really feel true empathy on a forum?

KillDieMurder · Post by **KillDieMurder** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:39 pm

Veldrin wrote:DO IT! *holds up foam hand*

Thx a lot cockbreath, I fell off my chair.

And Jim, wtf?
Do you know how much anime your gonna miss when your dead?
ALL OF IT!

Plus it's just one girl. And from what I understand you cut yourself in a suicidal manner, then her guy friend got mad at you, then you got mad at him, and now she hates you for it?

Yo, Fuck that bitch.

She doesn't sound like a very good friend. Crumple her up and throw her away. You don't need to hang around trash like that.

LightningCountX · Post by **LightningCountX** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:41 pm

well, my life is a peice of shit also jim. Shit is constintly happening to me, and i havent felt happy in 4 years. And lately i told my ex gf how i really felt about her, it made me snap. then i met another girl, who i became really attached to, but since i met this girl of my dreams i was turned down. Ive been overtaken by my rage, and have become quite violent, and out of control. Im nearly getting into fights in school, etc. My good side wants to not fight, but my humanity is taking over, and i really want to kick the shit outta these cocksuckers that roam the halls of my school just for sport, not cause they pissed me off, i just think ill have fun beating the shit outta people. Ive thought about killing myself also, but i deep inside i wanna live, i dont kno why, but i do. Oh well, there is my situation

Vlad86 · Post by **Vlad86** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:43 pm

Hmmm....he's not posting....

that could be good or bad

good meaning he took Savia's and Otohiko's advice, and bad meaning he did something stupid.

Org Profile · Post by **Otohiko** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:51 pm

indeed, I'd feel bad.

I knew a guy who was suicidal (in real life, but I mostly talked to him through the internet). He was close to it, too, but he found some sort of answer for himself, and considering his friends seems to have helped. His life might not be great, but he's still got a lot of friends, and has a decent time. I'd consider that.

Another thing is that it's wrong to imagine that you're in a bad situation like that alone. I assure you, I've been through some rather poor crap in my life, throughout the last few years. Nothing comes very easily. But it's all in the attitude. You don't have to be an optimist to live, but it helps to consider what's there, not just what's not there. Of course, there was no girls involved with me, but that's not a good enough reason to kill yourself. I've never even consider suicide, or hurting myself, or even letting things get to me. I think, I talk, I set plans, I keep moving on with goals in mind.

If you get a chance, consider some planning and alternative life objectives, those that involve you rather than what others think about you.

Onideus_Mad_Hatter · Post by **Onideus_Mad_Hatter** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:53 pm

Here's a special Keeristmas gift from me to all of you "suicidal" peeps out there:

LightningCountX · Post by **LightningCountX** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:54 pm

Vlad86 wrote:Hmmm....he's not posting....

that could be good or bad

good meaning he took Savia's and Otohiko's advice, and bad meaning he did something stupid.

hes not answering my instant messages, so i think thats bad =\ i hope hes ok tho

Kamoc · Post by **Kamoc** » Thu Dec 04, 2003 9:59 pm

he's not, you people fucking killed him.