well fuck... (relationship troubles)

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 6:03 pm

oh trust me banana, I felt like I was in fucking eva last night

cat: she told me all this cuz she still cares about me enuff and knows that if shed have kept faking it it would just hurt much more later on.

CaTaClYsM · Post by **CaTaClYsM** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 6:08 pm

She honestly thinks that she's better off with no emotions for anyone or anything. She believes that not feeling anything is better than feeling and risking feeling pain. She thinks that no matter what happiness will always lead to dissapointment and pain, and so it's no use even trying to be happy.

cat: she told me all this cuz she still cares about me enuff and knows that if shed have kept faking it it would just hurt much more later on.

I htink you should call loveline or something and get some advice from a medical semi-profesional, there is more goign on here than meets the eye I promise you.

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 6:38 pm

oh, I know theres more going on. I know how she is, I know how shes been. But before she was at least able to love and be happy, if with nobody or anything else, with me. Now shes given that up and just become an emotionless doll. I dont know what I'll do... but I dont want to forget about her.. if not for my feelings, then at least because I dont want to see her completely die on the inside.
I dunno.

MistyCaldwell · Post by **MistyCaldwell** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 6:39 pm

It's sounds like she is bi-polar to me. If so...I do know what you are going through Ed.

I do know what it's like to have been in a relationship with someone who was fine when you knew them as a friend (or perhaps the odd signs were there, you just thought they were unique and wanted to help them out) and then you get close and they are too much to handle...when they get depressed they want to push you away but then after awhile deciding they perhaps could try again? It's been 3 years ago for me Ed and I know he still is the same as back then. There isn't anything you can do until she gets either help, or a lot of years on her. As in like 20 or more, but even then mellow still never turns to normal.

Honestly, I can say that you probably won't stop worrying for awhile , but put a good 6 months on you and you'll feel a lot better. I promise

CaTaClYsM · Post by **CaTaClYsM** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 8:10 pm

I agree with misty completely.

El Banana · Post by **El Banana** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 9:19 pm

GROUP HUG!!!!

MistyCaldwell · Post by **MistyCaldwell** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 9:25 pm

...mushy banana hug.....

El Banana · Post by **El Banana** » Fri Mar 14, 2003 9:38 pm

Aaaaaawwww!!!

CaTaClYsM · Post by **CaTaClYsM** » Sat Mar 15, 2003 2:40 am

is that some kind of banana orgy?

RadicalEd0 · Post by **RadicalEd0** » Sat Mar 15, 2003 10:23 am

sounds tasty :O..
banana creme pie
banana shake
oh teehee