i its finally happened

Lyrs · Post by **Lyrs** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 9:29 am

go Roke

Kazutaka · Post by **Kazutaka** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 10:55 am

I know how you feel iamadude, I just spent 7 YEARS of my LIFE with someone only to have them walk out because they think that "perfect" person is out there and Im not it. We spent some of the worse times of our lives together, when no one else was there for that bastard (thats right when the party was over and all the so called best friends were out the door), who do you think was there..... ME..... thats right lets get that clear......ME.... and guess what, one day Im going to feel better, and I will have some one (I hope) there for me. As for the other one, well they might just have to find out what its like to be alone for the first time in thier life. I supported that bastard (who is namelss to me now) when they did not have a job, I got 2 jobs and went to night school to get my degree. Im still going to school (almost to my B.A. now), because Im doing it for me now, and who will be there to reap the benefits of all that work ME... thats who and that nameless bastard will still be out there trolling the internet or bars or whatever looking for the soulmate that was in the past..... because Im FREE NOW.......... FREE MUTHERF**KER !!

Im trying to be positive, keep a chin up, look to the future, trying not to get jaded...... I know I sound a bit selfish, I think I am going through the 'Im angry now and Im going to think of myself' phase, but DAMNIT for 7 years someone else came first and I see how that was taken for granted.

So for now Its all about ME............ I would suggest the same to you imadude, you put someones else first and it got you nowhere, now look what happened. Take some time and put that effort into your self. Maybe you will find some one much better for you.
Sorry for Ranting on like that, but Ive been a bit lonely and locked up lately...... I feel much better now.......

Dannywilson · Post by **Dannywilson** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 11:09 am

Riiiight.

imadude · Post by **imadude** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 12:07 pm

i would make a AMV but windows movie maker (yeah im lame i know) is messing up and i dont feel like redownloading it at the moment i might later today and when im finished with the video (whenever that is) ill announce it and maybe somebody might download it

of course nobody downloads my vids anyway sincei do it through yahoo cuz i dont wanna be a moocher

fyrtenheimer · Post by **fyrtenheimer** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 12:14 pm

Ppl never remember the happy times, do they?

Kazutaka · Post by **Kazutaka** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 12:50 pm

fyrtenheimer wrote:Ppl never remember the happy times, do they?

I try to remember the happy times, maybe one day I will be able to. Right now it just hurts too damn bad to remeber anything about it.

imadude · Post by **imadude** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 11:27 pm

and with that i say BOOYA i was walking through the mall yesterday and i who came up but my girlfriend from my freshman year we hung out for awhile (about 9 hours) got high and now were going to the movies on friday keep in my mind this is the coolest girlfriend ive had and the only reason we broke up is cuz she moved but now shes back in town and im back in the game.

Shes so cool she likes Anime she likes Pro wrestling and video games JTHM Lenore and pretty much olmost everything i like now i just gotta finish this last bottle or Presidente

kthulhu · Post by **kthulhu** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 11:30 pm

Good for you and good luck, sir.

imadude · Post by **imadude** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 11:32 pm

yeah its hella cool

Bakasaru-chan · Post by **Bakasaru-chan** » Mon Jul 28, 2003 11:41 pm

Great job!

I hope that you shall live a long and happy life even though you smoke, drink, get high, and just suffered a broken heart. May much happiness and other thingies come your way. >^_^<

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