The Lyrics go like this:
Take me away, yeah
That's enough of all your taunting
Seems I can't remove you from my mind
Don't you know, sometimes I wish they'd kill my for wanting you
I will sit alone in silence
Gather all the meaning I can find
Will you be defeated when they kill me for wanting you
I can't believe that my sanity lies in abandoning you
I can't recall a more helpless time, perpatrated by you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing, this reconing's long overdue
Alabastor walls surround me
In the prison of my own design
Will I win my freedom if they kill me for wanting you
Many arms of Hell will hound me
Just as long as I remain confined
I will be completed when they kill me for wanting you
I can't believe that my sanity lies in abandoning you
I can't recall a more helpless time, perpatrated by you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing, this reconing's long overdue
So I have determined that I am undone
Will I bury another problem in the graveyard you allowed me to find
So I have determined I am no one
Will I finally ((clean)) this something that has never been tied to
Erasing the memory of you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing, this reconing's long overdue
So I have determined that I am undone
Will I bury another problem in the graveyard you allowed me to find
The word in the double parentheeses is the one word I'm not sure about

The song is called SICKENED and it's by DISTURBED
Pleeeeeeeease Help!