Now i did it ...

Propyro · Post by **Propyro** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 12:28 pm

Last night my cousins were over. one of them is in grade 8 and getting confirmed this year. he asked me to be his sponsor. I had to refuse. I tried to explain that there are better choices for him and that i am in no way a good role model. I tred to at elast. No one would leave good enough alone, so i said he should find somone who belives in the religion to be his sponsor so they'd leave me alone. Well it back fired. After i said that all hell broke loose and it was like Sadam burst into the oval office and started tap dancing on the presidents desk... ok not that bad. But still, there was a nice 3 hour discusion on why i'm an evil heritical pig fucker and why i should stand up for my family. After they left there was a nice 2 hour discussion that made no sense and went in circles between me, my mother and sister.

The whole time my mother was going on about how ashamed she was and how this si jsut somethign you don't refuse. Don't refuse eh? fucking idiot, i guess it just dosn't matter that i'm the wrong person, i guess i should just accept for the fucking sake of trying to be Diplomatic. no fucking thank you. I don't care what she said, i made the right choice. Accepting his offer would have just been wrong.

But i will have to thank my sister for standing up for me and trying to argue my case. I don't like talking or arguing. i can't voicemy thoughts as words that make sense to others the way they make sense to me. i would have jsut kept quiet and waited for my mother to get tired of talking to her self and taken what ever bullshit punishment/vindictive behavior she dished out towards me.

any ways ... i just felt like stating what kind of fucked up postiton i'm in. Oh, and tommorow is my other cosins birthday so i'll get to go there and be spit on by every one because i;m not a mindless mr.good catholic boy. so yea, lots of fun this weekend.

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LightningCountX · Post by **LightningCountX** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 12:39 pm

2 things i hate is religion and adults...they make the world a shitty place to live in

Propyro · Post by **Propyro** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 12:47 pm

well, i really hated how they expected me to accept becasue "it's not something you refuse" ... any ways yesterday was a fucked up day ... and i ahve a feeling my moms going to do something really dumb ... she's take my computer before ... threatened my anime collection with physical harm, and last night she mentioned my music ... so i ahve a feeling i'm going to have to put all my action figures in their boxes, and hide them again ... along with my dvd collection, also again. Now hiding my cd's is going to be a bit more of a problem.

yes, my mother lashes out at whatever she percives to be a problem, even if it isn't one. One of the reason't why i don't look up to her for her intellegence.

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LightningCountX · Post by **LightningCountX** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 12:50 pm

everyone has a right to choose what they want(yes or no)this is what makes us human...You should let your mother know how you really feel on the topic, although it will probaly lead to a arguement which your not very good at like you said, but adults will always be stupid...

Propyro · Post by **Propyro** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 12:56 pm

i should ... but it's no use ...shen she gets her mind set on something it takes an 12lb sledge to get it back to normal. i could argue but it would do me no use for a few reasons.

i can't argue, no matter how hard i try my arguments blow up in my face do to my generaly lack of eloquence.

my mother won't listen to what i say, even if i do make a good arguemnt for once

and things are hopefully going to start setteling, my best bet would be to just leave it be as Jhon Lennon so aptly said to do.

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LightningCountX · Post by **LightningCountX** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 12:58 pm

too bad i dont know you in person, cause i would fight for you

Propyro · Post by **Propyro** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 1:01 pm

LightningCountX wrote:too bad i dont know you in person, cause i would fight for you

please don't ... really ... just let it settle, and in time it will be forgotten ... untill i piss off somone in my family ... at which point it will be brought back up and used against me ... god i love italian families.

any ways i have work that needs doing...

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Anlushac11 · Post by **Anlushac11** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 1:01 pm

8)

My hat off to you for standing your ground. Few people these days stand up for what they believe in.

I can see your point. It would be like my sisters children coming up to me and asking me to sponsor them. They were raised Catholic and I was not.

pyro_256 · Post by **pyro_256** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 1:04 pm

people will generally stop trying to tell you something if you just stare at them while they're talking and make a few noises occasionally to make them think you're listening.

LightningCountX · Post by **LightningCountX** » Sat Sep 27, 2003 1:08 pm

pyro_256 wrote:people will generally stop trying to tell you something if you just stare at them while they're talking and make a few noises occasionally to make them think you're listening.

yup, cause people are that stupid