- Member: michiroo
- Title: Seimei my prince
- Premiered: 2005-09-17
- Character Profile
- Bright Eyes Padriac My Prince
This was my first serious attempt at a video. It's pretty bad, and there are many errors, but we all gotta start somewhere.
READ THIS COMMENTARY FIRST PLEASE!!!
The story of the video is:
Ritsuka visits his psychiatrist, and tells her of his brother's death, and how he plans on commiting suicide and how he uses Soubi as a means of destroying himself.
Throughout the video, you see both the past and possible future as he tells the story; remembering his brother, and playing out different methods of self harm.
The scenes that take place during the present time are in black and white, and the color scenes are the story he is telling his psychiatrist.
I had a brother once
he drowned in a bathtub
before he had ever learned how to talk.
And I don't know what his name was
but my mother does
I heard her say it once.
Padriac my prince I have all but died from the sheer weight of my shame.
You cried but no one came,
and the water filled your tiny lungs.
Appear, my dear, and cry for me.
It was six years ago today that we laid you in your grave,
your sweet young skin was shining then too.
So tonight to celebrate I will.. I will poison myself.
Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.
So I close the door and rest my head on the tile floor,
sickness and sleep turning me cold...
And I'm still not sure, is there some better place I could be heading towards?
Where the selfishly sick and self absorbed are welcome.
I saw the future once.
I was drunk in a phone booth.
My eyes were wet and red but I could not tell what was said.
And through the screams of the traffic
voices carried saying
On a day so gray its black inside
watching churches on tv,
In a coma you don't dream, you just hope that someone sits with you.
Babies turn blue when they're ignored like the sky on summer days.
Before you turn and walk away
it has changed you.
So tonight to compensate I will poison myself
another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.