Taite wrote:I've had pneumonia for the past 2 months and am only just now starting to see a break in it. I feel better, but at the same time I'm completely lost. I cannot remember half of my summer. Conversations I've had with people, things I did. It gets so frustrating that sometimes I feel like breaking down. Not because I feel sorry for myself, but because every time I'm asked "Hey, do you remember...?" or every time someone starts a conversation with me, I can't keep up. People end up giving up trying to talk to me, ha. I'm so tired half the time though, I guess I'm grateful.
In addition I have my creepy episodes where my thoughts are running a thousand miles a minute and I just get trapped inside. I'll start pacing around trying to stop thinking, literally hitting my head and tearing my hair out. Not really a symptom of pneumonia, just my psycho reaction whenever I get sick. I'm thankful I can't remember some of my worst ones, but having that blank spot in my memory still unnerves me.
But so far, 2012 gets a big
That sucks. This happens to me some times also, where I just get so frustrated and can't clear my head, just pacing and feeling like I want to punch the wall. For me, it helps if I just talk to someone. Just saying "hi" or starting a conversation. It helps focus my mind on something else other than the million other things it wants to focus on. I've also experience memory loss as well during the more stressful times in my life. It's rather embarrassing when you don't remember meeting someone when they very clearly remember otherwise. Lets hope 2013 is better... if the world doesn't end on December 21st that it.