TEKnician wrote:I'm in one of those moods where I list everything I hate about my life.
I turn 20 this July. If only my religion allowed me to celebrate my birthday (the end of my shitty, deprived childhood).
My family has never owned a property. We always rent. None of our landlords allowed pets. I've had one fuckin fish all my life.
I can only date people in my own religion. If only the one girl I actually have been friends with since childhood didn't hate me for trying to buy her and her mother an iPad (mentioned some time ago in this thread) for reasons I cannot understand. Theyre just as financially troubled as my family is, but she somehow takes offense to me trying to get her a gift? I'm starting to think she just finds me creepy -_-
Old people keep inviting my parents over to play music. When asked, my dad says I play bass (yeah, like, 10 years ago! Fckin ass). When they bother to ask ME, I say "electric keyboard". And they go, "oh...". Is that a BAD thing? Wtf? So I can't play Hawaiian music on a piano, big whoop! Fuck you too!
Im at their house now on a couch writing this from my 10% battery life iPhone.
I'm going to sound like a giant dick here, but...
Not knocking your religion, but why not celebrate your birthday? Sounds like you want to.
Renting sucks, I agree, but why not move out and get your own place? I'm sure you can find somewhere that'd let you have a cat?
Dating within your own religion....surely there are other churches/places of worship you could meet other girls?
And I totally see what you're saying about the ipad thing, but if they're really not that well off, then maybe an ipad is not what they really need at said moment?
Hey, at least you can play an instrument! That's great!
At least you have an iphone, that's great!
Not trying to hate on you man, just trying to give you some perspective :p