Minion wrote:SQ's story sounded like it was heading towards date rape
Dude. There was this time when I was at school and I lived in.. School housing(not dorms) that were shit, but all my roommates were alcoholics. So I became alcoholic by association, right?
This was before AWA. Is was like my practice for AWA, I guess.
So anyway, there was this time when I was drunk for a straight week, not sober at all for seven days.
And in that seven days, I got molested like.. Twice. BY THE SAME PERSON.
And you know, he's still my friend. And you know, it actually wasn't that bad as people make being molested out to be. But then again, it wasn't rape so I guess I couldn't cry.
My problem when I'm drunk is this. I give a set of rules(Usually it's "pants stay on") and then say "Do whatever the fuck you want."
Which is probably why every time I get drunk it's not rape, because, well. I remember SOME stuff when I'm drunk, and I remember being really angry and violent about pants coming off.
But if someone starts grouping me, and they're all nice about it("You don't mind? Are you SURE") I pretty much go "Dude, you're a fucking pussy, if you want to grope 'em just group 'em already." And then it turns into a big feeling up spoon session.
But I'm not saying "Oho, time to feel bad at SQ now, she got molested." It's a risk I take and it's my fault for not saying no, and I know that. And I'm honestly kind of happy they happened the way they did(It could've been worse, for instance) and I've since learned from it(don't get drunk without a babysitter. >_>).
Now, my new problem is finding a babysitter who doesn't want to molest me when I'm drunk. Although I guess technically, we can argue it isn't/wasn't molestation, since I said it was okay? Whatever.
FUNNY DRUNK STORY.
So At AWA with my camera, right. I drank... SO MUCH. Apparently I drank more than what I thought I did. I had like only 3 tequila sunrises and sips of pretty much everyone else's drinks in Let's Trashy, but before I went to Let's Trashy, I had drank some expensive liquor at jbone's. And I think I had like... 3-5 cups of that(mixed with coke).
I go to the party hang otu, kinda tiring out by the last half. I remember making fun of myself for not having a steady hand, being stupid enough to give other people the camera(If one of you guys stole that thing I would've been fucked... Not that you'd steal a POS like my camera anyway), and making fun of how trashed Gene Starwind was. And I remember some stuff after the party when I talked to AD, McKeed(?), Vic, and some other people by ourselves.
And I do remember thinking that I wanted to talk to Ryno but was too retarded to actually go over there and talk to him.
So flash forward like... to Thanksgiving(USA)... Decoy and I are on Skype pretty frequently. We're arguing about something, I forget what, and he says "Nono, I'll call you. I'll call you." And I'm like "pfft, as if you have my phone number."
And then he reads out my phone number. And I'm like. "WTF. WTF. Who gave you my number?? I never gave you my number."
And he explains to me that at Let's Trashy, I came over to him, I said something like, "Hey, you're really hot, I wouldn't mind having sex with you."(WTF??) and I gave him my phone number. I said I'd call him back(He never gave me his number) and he put my number in his phone. And then I left.
That was the first time I'd ever completely blacked out, I think. And it's like. I remember all of what(mostly) happened the rest of the night. And to top it all off, that was a pretty new Cellphone. I'm surprised I actually could remember what my number was while drunk. 0_o;