Magnus, I believe you're strong enough to face it, whatever happens. Actually, I don't even have to believe, because you ARE strong. I hope you recieve as much support as the world wants to give you. And, oh my, you're such a great editor! I wish you the best!
All of my grandmas and grandpas died from some kind of lungs cancer. None of them ever smoked. I was about 8-10 years old then but that made me quite immune to those traumatic feelings.
About 6 months ago I was having terrible headaches. I was vomiting and fainting all the time. I was diagnosed with some brain cancer, but hopefully, after a month doctors told me they were wrong and that's not it. Well, I still don't know what it is, but not a cancer. But when I thought I had it I felt quite ok. Although I'm only 16 now, I've experienced many of my relative's deaths and illnesses and now I know it's just something natural. That may sound weird and inpolite in some way, but that's how I feel.
Anyway, hold on!
