CastielTheFallen wrote:Suicidal thoughts are getting worse and worse.?.buckshot at the ready.?.here's to trying to hold back
Cut that shit out. If you're serious, you need to find help. If you're just fucking around, then stop fucking around.
CastielTheFallen wrote:Suicidal thoughts are getting worse and worse.?.buckshot at the ready.?.here's to trying to hold back
Amaterasu wrote:Been awake for 20 hours on 6 hours of sleep and took double the amount of prescription sleep medicine I'm supposed to take, yet I can't sleep to get to sleep at all.

CodeZTM wrote:Welp, my last three months sucked. Lost my job (got let go because I wanted to go back to college, and my boss was an ASS and waiting until the day before I was supposed to go), had a really shitty bout with anxiety/depression, and about ran out of savings completely. Didn't qualify for unemployment. I also had to give up on school, because my funds (as I mentioned) almost ran out. My family wasn't thrilled with me either, and we got into several heated discussions.
But a lot of good things happened out of all of that.
I got a new job as a Financial Analyst for a farming corporation (not so much accounting, but there's a lot of accounting involved in that), and I LOVE IT. My job is analyzing how well farmers are doing, and let them know how they can improve, as well as working A/P. I love my coworkers, my supervisor is a goddess, and I'm making more money than I was in public accounting AND work less hours. I also have medical insurance, paid vacation days, and paid holidays. In short, EVERYTHING I didn't have in my last job. :3
Came out to my grandparents, who didn't give a fuck. Nobody else, but hey, it's a start. :3
So in short, I'm happier now than I've ever been in my life, it just took three months of absolute shit to get there.
CodeZTM wrote:Welp, my last three months sucked. Lost my job (got let go because I wanted to go back to college, and my boss was an ASS and waiting until the day before I was supposed to go), had a really shitty bout with anxiety/depression, and about ran out of savings completely. Didn't qualify for unemployment. I also had to give up on school, because my funds (as I mentioned) almost ran out. My family wasn't thrilled with me either, and we got into several heated discussions.
But a lot of good things happened out of all of that.
I got a new job as a Financial Analyst for a farming corporation (not so much accounting, but there's a lot of accounting involved in that), and I LOVE IT. My job is analyzing how well farmers are doing, and let them know how they can improve, as well as working A/P. I love my coworkers, my supervisor is a goddess, and I'm making more money than I was in public accounting AND work less hours. I also have medical insurance, paid vacation days, and paid holidays. In short, EVERYTHING I didn't have in my last job. :3
Came out to my grandparents, who didn't give a fuck. Nobody else, but hey, it's a start. :3
So in short, I'm happier now than I've ever been in my life, it just took three months of absolute shit to get there.
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