Amaterasu wrote:I've been perpetually sleepy for the past week now, no matter how much sleep I actually get. The worst thing is, the only time I feel awake is right before I go to sleep.
Jadecavy wrote:I had a bad day, and my girlfriend had to cancel our skype time so she could finish her essay. This is fine, I understand completely (I should be getting some assignments done but fuck that, I'm gonna sleep forever instead), I just feel really bad because, while I know that we are both just as important to each other, I feel like I get in the way sometimes. She has other friends, two jobs and a real life, while the only "friends" I have locally are within my hobbies (we never meet up outside of that and I don't know the name of a single person in any of my classes). It'll be fine once we can be together again for good finally (the long distance with visits every second weekend thing is hard), but right now I sometimes feel like... a burden. Bleh. I just don't want to interfere with her time at school but I really need her right now. It doesn't help that I feel like I have no right to be sad because I have so much, that fact just makes me feel worse. I normally feel so great, why am I being like this? I was so content with no friends when I was the one away at school.
FarmXD wrote:MycathatesyouAMV wrote:I don't talk to a single person at my college : /
Because they know your cat hates them
Ileia wrote:It's my dad's birthday today and I haven't seen him in twelve years. Ordinarily, I'm not bothered by it, he made his decision, but for whatever reason the realization hit me pretty hard today. Back when I was 16, my stepmom gave him an ultimatum and he sided with her, I was sent to go live with my mom (whom I'd never met). As soon as I was 18, she was done with me, too, and I haven't spoken to her since, either. That sort of rejection aside, sometimes it's just hard not really having a family, particularly around holidays that remind me of this.
Kimberly wrote:Just want to scream at top of my lungs until my head explodes while I set myself on fire with my rage
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