The Vent Thread

[Jadecavy]

Really want to play a game, but I don't want to play any of the ones I already own... Browsed through steam, but I can't find anything that really pulled at my interests... now I kind of feel down... I don't like feeling down for no good reason... maybe I'll update Star Wars The Old Republic and start a new character, but I haven't played that game in months so it probably will take awhile for it to update so until then I still kind of feel down.

Play card games.

[Miaka999]

If its a promise its a promise. Its not meant to be broken. If I trusted you enough its because I care about our friendship and I trusted you enough because that's how much I value our friendship. Does that mean you should stab me behind the back by breaking the promise and telling everyone about it even if it is pointless and meaningless to you??? WTF !!

[dj_ultima_the_great]

The timeclock informed me that my one year anniversary at Wal-mart was today.

Good God, I have been in that shithole of a place for a full fucking year.

I can feel myself degrading as a human being the longer I'm there. My world has been reduced to the absolute idiocy of meat slicing, deep frying, and sandwich making. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that don't make any kind of a difference in the world. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that make me hate the customers who come in wanting them, even the nice ones. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that don't make me happy.

You know they do this on purpose, too. Just enough pay and hours to make a better job difficult to find, but it will never be enough to live comfortably. A job that finds a way of trapping me in, until the upper crust gets bored and decides to fire a few people just to keep the rest of the sheep scared and in line.

Happy Anniversary.

[Miaka999]

your not alone dj_ultima_the_great. It feels like a conspiracy

[Kionon]

It is a conspiracy. That's why I moved to a socialist state. The wealth gap is much smaller here.

[Ambiati]

People who chew with their mouths open.

[Emong]

The timeclock informed me that my one year anniversary at Wal-mart was today.

Good God, I have been in that shithole of a place for a full fucking year.

I can feel myself degrading as a human being the longer I'm there. My world has been reduced to the absolute idiocy of meat slicing, deep frying, and sandwich making. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that don't make any kind of a difference in the world. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that make me hate the customers who come in wanting them, even the nice ones. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that don't make me happy.

You know they do this on purpose, too. Just enough pay and hours to make a better job difficult to find, but it will never be enough to live comfortably. A job that finds a way of trapping me in, until the upper crust gets bored and decides to fire a few people just to keep the rest of the sheep scared and in line.

Happy Anniversary.

Sounds much like my job at this fast food place... Fortunately I'm only working part-time on the side of my studies.

[Castor Troy]

The timeclock informed me that my one year anniversary at Wal-mart was today.

Good God, I have been in that shithole of a place for a full fucking year.

I can feel myself degrading as a human being the longer I'm there. My world has been reduced to the absolute idiocy of meat slicing, deep frying, and sandwich making. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that don't make any kind of a difference in the world. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that make me hate the customers who come in wanting them, even the nice ones. Stupid, boring, useless, unimportant things that don't make me happy.

You know they do this on purpose, too. Just enough pay and hours to make a better job difficult to find, but it will never be enough to live comfortably. A job that finds a way of trapping me in, until the upper crust gets bored and decides to fire a few people just to keep the rest of the sheep scared and in line.

Happy Anniversary.

Sounds like a certain movie...

[8bit_samurai]

One of the things I noticed recently is my internal alarm clock usually seems to go off around 10am on weekdays. However, if I go to bed around 1-2am, when I wake up I'm still pretty damn tired and go back to sleep til 11am-noonish and still pretty tired. But if I go to bed around 4am, I wake up pretty refreshed and not tired enough to go back to sleep.

The thing is, I've gotten used to going to bed around 1-2am when I was working mornings at my job, but now I'm working afternoons, so I start getting tired around that time. Getting used to a new sleep schedule sucks.

[Centurione]

Spoiler :

Someone has been making me feel like the last whore recently. Seriously I feel like the last piece of my pride was torn apart. And I feel pretty pathetic about writing this here but I feel like venting now and there's no one I could vent to at this very moment. For some time I was looking for any reason to forgive the person for ignoring me this way and I was hoping for the slightest sign of interest but each day I get more and more disappointed. And I don't think I'd be able to forgive this anymore. I feel wasted for caring so much, damn, I was once almost crying cause I felt bad for him that he has no one to cook for him when he gets back home! And he didn't even care to give me the simpliest reply for a simple question, making me unable to plan anything. I'd even appreciate a 'fuck off' reply while he kept and kept ignoring me. For the first time ever I feel like some filthy trash with no pride. And I feel even more sorry for the person who made me feel like this for leaving it this way. For fuck sake, I deserve some respect even if I didn't act so well. I'm not a whore and I don't deserve to be treated like one.