Depression issues (Still continuing....)

[Gene Starwind 21122]

So right now I'm currently at work. And I'm not sure what it'll take to relax my mind. I've already up my medication for anxiety and stress to two pills instead of one over the past 2 weeks. It seems to help a little but I don't want to be upping it to three pills. The issue I have is that they are pressing to get more work done, but we are so far ahead of schedule it's not funny. Then my team lead is finding a bunch of little things that really don't matter, but has only me doing them while nobody else is.

I'm tired of busting my ass while others just sit around. If we are so far ahead we should be able to relax a little and not kill ourselves on the job. I just don't know if there is a job out there for me where I willn't be getting this frustrated everytime when I see people slacking off and I'm one of the few working. I know I shouldn't worry about other people, but it's not right that they're getting paid either the same or more than me and not doing any work.

I'm done for today! I have another three hours to go but I so want to be done with this day already!

[Mol]

IMO, better to avoid pills and try some natural stuff like melissa or longer baths/stuff. Anyway as about job,it sucks if there is no company you like,you can always start your own .

[TritioAFB]

I'm not allowed to feel depressed or feel sick, do I have a problem? or is just the fact that the hospital has taken too much of me?