CodeZTM wrote:My transmission died. D:
Otohiko wrote:Hardly a surprise, but after 10 years, university is simply not fun anymore ~__~
BasharOfTheAges wrote:Otohiko wrote:Hardly a surprise, but after 10 years, university is simply not fun anymore ~__~
You're pretty tough to go that long. After 6 (the last 2 only part time) I couldn't stand taking classes any more. Still haven't done any more work towards my MS, and I still don't want to. Real life is so much more engaging... in that it eats my time far better.
Otohiko wrote:What should be the last essay of my way, way over-prolonged university career is now 2 days overdue and still no closer to being done. Had to literally go back to the drawing board today and draw a bunch of charts to try and get it worked out, but it's all still going painfully slowly and will probably be several days late. I know the prof will still take it because he's on vacation right now and won't be looking at them till next week anyway, but this is tiresome and humiliating. Worse, I have to constantly distract myself with music or a movie or internets or something, because otherwise I get too discouraged working on it, so it's really going slowly. Hardly a surprise, but after 10 years, university is simply not fun anymore ~__~
Pwolf wrote:I worry about other people too much and it stresses me out. Always wish I can do something to help but usually can't. Feel like a shitty friend by standing around on the sidelines.
Otohiko wrote:Pwolf wrote:I worry about other people too much and it stresses me out. Always wish I can do something to help but usually can't. Feel like a shitty friend by standing around on the sidelines.
This is something that often nags me. It's doubly hard when there's distance and other obstacles involved. Although I don't feel there's such a thing as "too much", it's kind of normal to worry about other people. Not much that can be done about that, sadly :/
Taite wrote:Just had a little what the fuck moment today. Went to see my doctor after I had another episode and kind of just complained that I can't remember shit. My entire two weeks in Europe, forgot that shit. Lost a friend, forgot about that too. My week shadowing a nurse, gone. Everything from April to July is all sort of a blur, and my doc told me that I suffer from amnesia as a result of weeks of pneumonia. Just kind of weird being told that you straight up just lost some memories, some will come back, other's probably won't. I feel like my entire summer was wasted wasting away, and now I have to live with the consequences. Fucking sucks. I don't even want to talk to people anymore, I just feel like a straight up psycho.
Pwolf wrote:Taite wrote:Considering everything else going on, I wouldn't be surprised if there was more to it then just the pneumonia (stress is what I'm thinking). I can't imagine how weird that is with that level of amnesia. Feel free to talk to me if you're up to it, I'm not 100% sane either so at least then you're on a level playing field I'm also perfectly ok with being forgotten, wouldn't be first time nor the last On a serious note, if you ever do feel like you want to talk to someone outside of a vent thread, I'm sure there are more than a few people here who wouldn't mind it if you just want to vent or simply talk to someone who's not within your immediate social/family circle.
On that note, first off greek frozen yogurt has always been nasty and second, mac and cheese ftw, goodluck on that.
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