Actually I am kind of relieved mine didn't make it in this year. The anxious feeling I get when I know my video is going to play under such scrutiny with an audience the size of the Otakon is almost the bad kind

It's a relief to have it play in the screenings since I knew it wasn't close to my best when I made it...yeah....at least that's what my therapist would tell me to say...if I had a therapist
Actually there is truth to that. Thanks to money problems (i.e. the compy was on loan in the pawn shop for a part of the spring...) I couldn't start my video until really late before the deadline. I didn't have time to make it really good...so it's not something I would like to play in the contest. But I still wanted it to play at Otakon

and they are so cool at Otakon, they play them all some time or other.
I leave it to those in the contest to go through all the pangs like hair pulling, nail biting, and possible incontinence while I sit back and enjoy the contest show
