moonie211 wrote:Hey AEtherBlue, why are you closing your mep and droping out of all the other meps you are in?
You aren't retiring are you? =(
No, I dont think I will be doing something so rash... Dont worrie about it I usually get into a negitive slump when I am watching an anime... It seems to get to me psychologically... I also get this way when I see my efforts compaired to others... like in this MEP... I feel like crap for doing that... it feels as if I were just blowing it of like a Crap MEP... but to see it turn out soo good alltoghether and then to be dis-satisfied with my segment.. it just seems out of place and turn to dispair ... but I wont retire... There are Reasons I did what I did...
I quit the Villain MEP becuase I could not find suitable music for my charictar,
and of all the villains Ive seen, the one I had picked out of pure lack of villains had to be the most useles villain of them all... one of the ones that did nothing throught the seiries becuase he diddent have to move much to screw things up...
I closed the MEP beacuse of the neglection I got from everyone... I decided to try it out next year... I posted in the Topic that I would do this and to post to let me know how there segments where coming to decide on whiether to keep the MEP or hold off till next year... no one posted... at all...
AEtherBlue wrote:Sorry to all the editores that aplied for this MEP, but I am thinking of closing this down untill next year when there are fewer things damaging my brain, including the 20-or so crates of sake that we downed in the WTF MEP forum...
I will see how everything goes... maby if you guys could tell me how your doing on your tracks I might just make this a small MEP...
Who knows...
And the WTHIOMHD mep... i dun know what to say... I had totally messed up the concept on that and now am left with no idea of what to do...
It is only because I am watching some intence anime right now and are unable to concentrate on anything else... one of the side-effects of being me... also the lack of pride I could take for my segments... all of the ones I saw on there where funny yet I was unable to even see my Segment fitting-in... i dun know.. maby it me ^^...
I was probably just over-exited to see my segment in my first actuall MEP and to see the lack of effort I had... I have a problem with that...
Well by the way... if you post in the Topic... I might be able to re-establish it.. ^~... I hope I can get back into editing but right now I'm un-inspired...
Sorry to vandilize your topic with my rambilings yeiweh...
I might get back on track soon here but I will have to think about it and make something that I can truely be prowd of...
untill then...
I want to be the rake....
Floating around lifeless in the depths of my mind to search for an answer to my own fate..